sammarie's November 06, 2011 blog

sammarie "let me dress in your old soul and smell you"

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NOVEMBER 6, 2011 @ 04:06 PM

Deleted my last blog. I am trapped in a cycle of negativity. I cannot allow myself to be negative. It leads to anger and depression. I have to drag myself out of this. I must focus on the positives, on the good things going on around me.

First: I have a wonderful boyfriend who is kind, patient, and understanding. Also, he is quite serious on marrying me someday and this makes me happier than I can even begin to describe.

Second: I have a kickass job. I love where I work and who I work with. It leaves me feeling accomplished and useful everyday.

Third: I have some really wonderful people here who give me so much support and encouragement. Part of me wants to leave, but I need this place to laugh and vent too much.

I think that is more than enough to be happy about.

I'll catch you all around later. *hugs*

Tactical

I'm lost

August 2009

NOV 06, 2011 04:09 PM

Sounds like you got it made

as far as the other, just be there when you can, all you can really do in my experience with that particular affliction

CoyoteMike

Iowa City, IA

May 2006

NOV 06, 2011 04:09 PM

So, does this mean you are unavailable for dates?

ShaggyVixe

New Orleans, LA

November 2005

NOV 06, 2011 04:15 PM

That's the Sammy I know and <3

Pom_felo

San Antonio, TX

February 2004

NOV 06, 2011 04:25 PM

Kick life's ass honey bear!!

1sailor

Olympia, WA

July 2009

NOV 06, 2011 04:37 PM

I think that you will be fine.

lectorvyal

Australia

May 2006

NOV 06, 2011 06:51 PM

see, that's the sammarie we love so much, you have lots of positives and its good to focus on that instead of things you don't have any control over.
a man who loves you enough to ask you for marriage, a job that seems to keep you financially stable and your on personal sg therapy site

you can vent all you like here, you know we love you

mildots

USA

September 2007

NOV 06, 2011 07:42 PM

tilpacer

Calgary, AB

December 2005

NOV 06, 2011 07:49 PM

Woot! Positive stuff!

BlackHeartDown

USA

October 2010

NOV 06, 2011 10:02 PM

I wouldn't expect you to not be emotionally unaffected by the problems of you friends. It a shamw they reacted that way. Smart to remember the good in your life.

Evilgasm

Netherlands

April 2007

NOV 07, 2011 09:08 AM

I'd concider that a pretty good list Definitely focus on what's good, because it sounds like you have a lot of good to focus on. There will always be bumps in the road but nothing can ever get you down more than you let it.