I really need new friends. I feel like I only have 1 true friend who I really really truelly like and want to spend time with (besides my boyfriend, he's the one thing I'm really happy about). I feel like all my other friends I care about a lot but I don't really like them, that sounds really bad but I unno it's true. I unno what to do. I feel like everyone here already has their group of friends and I just don't fit in anywhere, I'm too intimidating I guess. I wish I was more self confident and extroverted so I could easily just go out and make friends and everyone would like to be around me. I really need to work on that.

On another note, Dexter is probably the best show ever and if you haven't watched it and want to go to megavideo.com and search Dexter s0XeXX (the X is the season # the the episode #, this season is season 4, so if you want to watch season 4 episode 1 search for Dexter s04e01).

Finals are next week..... fuuuucckkkk... I have been working my ass off and have all A's right now, hopefully I can ace my finals and get my first 4.0 in college.

I have my first Christmas tree! I'm Jewish, so I've never had one but my roommate got us a small fake tree that we decorated and it's very exciting to me! There is a menorah there too though!!