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JUNE 26, 2007 @ 07:38 PM | 8 COMMENTS




We have become a Nazi monster in the eyes of the whole world, a nation of bullies and bastards who would rather kill than live peacefully. We are not just Whores for power and oil, but killer whores with hate and fear in our hearts. We are human scum, and that is how history will judge us. No redeeming social value. Just whores. Get out of our way, or we'll kill you. Who does vote for these dishonest shitheads? Who among us can be happy and proud of having all this innocent blood on our hands? Who are these swine? These flag-sucking half-wits who get fleeced and fooled by stupid little rich kids like George Bush? They are the same ones who wanted to have Muhammad Ali locked up for refusing to kill gooks. They speak for all that is cruel and stupid and vicious in the American character. They are the racists and hate mongers among us; they are the Ku Klux Klan. I piss down the throats of these Nazis. And I am too old to worry about whether they like it or not. Fuck them.




We are a generation of T.V. dinners; Perpetually shouting anger at a screen, and then going to bed.

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Futher proof that, even at the age of seventeen, and living in an islamic autocracy; I still managed to show up in pictures, drunk and accompanied by a cigarette.

I finally found a new record player that works. So nights at home now involve Miles Davis, occasional typewriting, booze and nudity. Sadly though, of course, just my own.
I must remember to invite my hoard of super-strippers over for mojitos more often.

Though i shouldn't exaggerate my isolation. I, in fact, hardly spent much time this weekend at home. There was much socializing, wine, and standing around looking cool; The average activicties of feigning urbanistas. And through it all, i somehow managed to squeeze in the ability to see the best two performances i've ever seen, play back-to-back.
I then went to home to listen to their stuff on the intertubes, and discovered that they are amazing live bands.

The moustache is gone, and so is Pablo Montobaun. So sad....that they had to die.
But, I will never forget all the wonderful sleeze they brought into my life....

Did i mention that i got a new wide angle lens?
Yes....i am the sex.



JUNE 22, 2007 @ 05:54 PM | 4 COMMENTS




Standing at the edge of our city, a man could feel that we had made this place of streets and dwellings in the stillness of the desert, and that we had done a brave thing... Or a man could feel that we had made this city in the desert and that it was a fake thing and that our lives were empty lives, and that we were the contemporaries of the jack rabbits.



writer: n. One who gets drunk before noon, and throws rocks at small children.

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I shaved off my beard, and have left in it's place a moustache. I am going to keep it for the weekend, and call myself Pablo Montobaun....

I have decided to stop being responsible, and resume with debauchery forthwith. I cannot take anymore boredom.






JUNE 8, 2007 @ 09:03 PM | 9 COMMENTS




And now the forces marshaled around the concept of the group have declared a war of extermination on that preciousness, the mind of man. By disparagement, by starvation, by repressions, forced direction, and the stunning blows of conditioning, the free, roving mind is being pursued, roped, blunted, drugged. It is a sad suicidal course our species seems to have taken.
And this I believe: that the free, exploring mind of the individual human is the most valuable thing in the world. And this I would fight for: the freedom of the mind to take any direction it wishes, undirected. And this I must fight against: any religion, or government which limits or destroys the individual. This is what I am and what I am about.



really, the only viable solution is to spend the day getting high and naked.

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bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored

........i just broke my toe.
I guess i'll have to spend the day playing video games. Tragedy, really.


MAY 29, 2007 @ 01:26 PM | 11 COMMENTS




Our species is the only creative species, and it has only one creative instrument, the individual mind and spirit of a person. Nothing was ever created by two people. There are no good collaborations, whether in art, in music, in poetry, in mathematics, in philosophy. Once the miracle of creation has taken place, the group can build and extend it, but the group never invents anything. The preciousness lies in the lonely mind of one person.



I went to Sanity last week for a visit. That is one strange, crazy place.

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I haven't been able to motivate myself to spend much time on the computer lately. Which means i have drastically fallen behind on emails, messages, trends, hip-jokes, etc. Which probally means i'm out of the running for the annual Street Cred Awards.
I think it has something to do with the lack of isolation. I am constantly surrounded by people as of late, and so have become unable to invest any time in writing. Which makes me frustrated; which makes me apathetic; which makes me lazy, and so on. I need to find a way to be alone for a little while. I must recharge my debauchery batteries.
Though, of course, all beautiful women who wish to sleep with me may still come and keep me company.
We mustn't go to extremes when it comes to these matters......

Also, I got a new old camera.
I am too lazy to take a picture of it, upload, etc. So here is a link to one that looks exactly like it. And it took me fucking forever to get a battery for it. 'Cause, apparently, the battery it was desinged for is now illegal. Way to go, fucking hippies!

In other news; My guiding senses have been overridden by impulse.



MAY 12, 2007 @ 06:01 PM | 21 COMMENTS




He was just a young man who'd come to town on a donkey, bored to death or something, who'd taken advantage of the chance to be entertained by a small-town kid who was bored to death, too. That's the only way I could figure it out without accepting the general theory that he was crazy.


politics and lovers are underneath the covers

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I have caved in and taken a semi-full time job, in an unrelated field, to speed up the income generation.
I hardly sleep anymore.
For further insight into why; please read above the above sentence, and reference the previous post.

Also, i have purchased a dictaphone. So now i have a wonderful time recording my thoughts like a real writer. I don't forget as much as i used to. The cherry on top.




APRIL 30, 2007 @ 03:26 PM | 26 COMMENTS


APRIL 13, 2007 @ 06:15 PM





This triviality made him think of collecting many such moments together in a book of
epiphanies. By epiphany he meant a sudden spiritual manifestation, whether in the
vulgarity of speech or gesture, or in a memorable phrase of the mind itself. He believed
that it was for the man of letters to record these epiphanies with extreme care, seeing
that they themselves are the most delicate and evanescent of moments.



you don't have to wait for a revolution to start breaking some laws

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I have come to the conclusion that there is nothing much to do with life, except indulge in it.

I think i have shut off my empathy by accident, and the world is terribly numb without it.
Seeing as i have already lost my conscience, i fear this combination may get me into a large quantity of trouble.




MARCH 31, 2007 @ 04:28 PM




Maybe there is no Heaven. Or maybe this is all pure gibberish - a product of the demented imagination of a lazy drunken hillbilly with a heart full of hate, who has found a way to live out where the real winds blow - to sleep late, have fun, get wild, drink whisky, and drive fast on empty streets with nothing in mind except falling in love and not getting arrested...


in life, everything depends on the extenuating circumstances.

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I find i am at my most depressed, when i discover an inspiration or a motivation, and am unable to utilize it. Which is different from when i am forced to delay expressing it. That just makes me angry.
I am begining to suspect that i am tempermental.

I met a new band. I like their music, and they want me to take photos of them. I think i will.

Last night, while dancing, i lost consciousness. I didn't collapse; but i feel as if i've been dreaming ever since.



MARCH 21, 2007 @ 01:44 PM




He was free, free in every way, free to behave like a fool or a machine, free to accept, free to refuse, free to equivocate; to marry, to give up the game, to drag this death weight about with him for years to come. He could do what he liked, no one had the right to advise him, there would be for him no Good or Evil unless he thought them into being.


not using things for their intended purpose is the world's greatest joy...

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I'm firmly convinced that, if money was eradicated from the face of the planet today, GummyBears would replace it as the standard currency.

Physicists said it is impossible to travel back in time;
Thus dashing all of my hopes of living in 1920-30s Paris.
I think that if we all collectively ignore them, it will make it possible again.

Current Location: on my way up...

Current Music: The Adjectives / Muddy Waters

Current Statistic: motivated procrastinator, etc.

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It happened quite suddenly, and without the decency to provide warning. A spectacular loss of sensation; desiccating, with all the symptoms of collapsing under the force of its own gravity, in supernova fashion. I did not feel the skin draping my expanse, nor the friction between it and the cheap polyester sheets stained with inattention. My body was the dark, empty bits of unoccupied outer space.
I felt nothing. I felt nothing but alive.
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MARCH 18, 2007 @ 05:00 PM




...For, when you are approaching poverty, you make one discovery which outweighs some of the others. You discover boredom and mean complications and the beginnings of hunger, but you also discover the great redeeming feature of poverty: the fact that it annihilates the future. Within certain limits, it is actually true that the less money you have, the less you worry.



i need all the friends i can't get

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I've been writing a lot lately.
I was going to put an excerpt of something up above. But i'm feeling lazy, so i just quoted Down and out in Paris and London by George Orwell instead.

I've come to the conclusion, that a having a wealthy girlfriend is the modern equivalent of having a patron... So i'm making myself available to all prospective sugar-mama's. In exchange, i will leave all rights to my empire to you, and your family, upon my death. Sexual exploitation to be discussed.




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