needless to say I haven't been very active around here for last few months. The fact of the matter is I really just haven't found the time. 90% of the people on my "friends" list don't talk to me and I really don't have a lot to say anyway. Seems the folks around here are a bit fickle. Or perhaps its me, I never could keep a lot of friends. Im not very good at time management especially when it comes to relationships. If i spend too much time with my girl, I feel like Im neglecting my boys, if I spend too much time with my boys I feel like Im neglecting her. I come home and my pup looks at me like he hasn't seen me in weeks and that makes me feel bad. Perhaps these guilt issues stem from my own childhood abandonment issues. I don't know. Im not even really sure what the fuck Im talkin about. Its late and Im sick and I should be sleeping but Im not tired. Now it seems I've run out of things to say, the funny thing about that is that I've yet to really say anything... and now Im just rambling... I doubt anyone will read this anyway, so... puerto rican swashbuckling ninjas wear penny loafers in the rain, but only on wednesdays due to the fact that it is tradition to wear tabbysocks the rest of the week, cuz well, they are ninjas. They are not to be confused with domican bullfighting samurais although the attire is quite similar... eat a dick, shake a stick, you fucking prick, who gives a shit! blabadyblahblahblah...