Got all sorts of questions going through my head, and no one that i can really think of sharing them with. Some people are too close, some are not enough. I could go see a professional...a psy person...but i feel it's just a question of perspective. I am typing this being rather drunk, and i have lived long enough alone to know that you can be your own best friend and your own enemy at the same time. I guess i'm just feeling lonely and this is just a phase. Yeah.