Ok. So I made it through the 3 days. Maybe this is stage 4 (acceptance). I am glad I even stood up to a major test. I still went out for boys' night last night (even though I was experiencing Day3). I was able to be in a bar, drink 2 beers and a shot, and still resist smoking. I know it won't be magically easy now, but it helps a lot that I made it the three days.

So today is Day3. That's supposed to be the final day of the chemicals leaving your body, right? The first day was spacey. The second day was angry. Today has been sad. I'm reminded of the 4 stages of humans getting over trauma (I heard this about psychology somewhere). Denial, Anger, Grief, Acceptance. One step per day would be fast, but I hope tomorrow is acceptance. I miss smoking, but a lot of the time it feels really good to finally be done with that.

Today is Day2 of the no-smoking. Today I felt bad. Much more mad than psychadelic.

Today is Day1, of my 3 days of no smoking, to quit smoking. Today has been psychadelic. Does anyone know what I mean?

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