I am almost a month into living in my own apartment and could not love this place more! I'll post pictures of the awesome wood panelled walls, but for now check out my handy shower-adjacent fusebox. Convenience.

I don’t know how to feel anymore. My life isn’t particularly bad, or anything, I just never really have any money and have a lot of stress about dumb shit. I really just need to get laid, I guess, and write more. Just let shit out. I think on paper everything will look as stupid and small as it all really is. My family is basically loving and supportive, I just gotta fucking get out of this house (1) and work on things, meet people, etc. –le sigh-

Everything is completely hohum lately. Just looked at my last post and it was about getting high before work, pretty much the reason I had to leave that job,..

ahhh getting high before work. i'm going to have to quit you eventually.

Got a new right contact lens and I can suddenly see perfectly crystal clear.

Rainy dreary days...(long sigh).