I feel time ticking away, I feel age starting to set in
My body showing the scars of time and i don't care
I am the dark blade forged in the fires of disdain
I am the pariah, I am the shadow, I am the forgotten
Untouchable, unreachable, unthinkable
How long has it been since my arms held someone
Have they ever? Have i ever been lost in somebody?
I remember not anymore, its all fading dreams to me
Every kiss is like my first kiss, every touch like my first
Lost between who I need to be and who I want to be
Lost between angel and demon
A kiss that is as sweet as sugar
A kiss that is like a fucking storm
Barely feel my arms around you
As I crush you like an anaconda
Fingers like a breeze on your skin
Nails drawing blood across your flesh
I stand alone, waiting for the next victim
Has there ever been one? I dont think so
Am I that unlovable, am I that much of a shadow
Every date gets broken or rescheduled
Every hook up ends up a bust
Those who want me out of reach
Those I want far out of reach
To the point I wonder am I cursed?
What keeps me alone and unseen?
The shadows swirl around me
The night finally falls
The blades call me lively
The swords dance with me
I am the keeper of shadows
I am the keeper of demons
I am he who must not awaken
I am the angel you've been waiting for
I am the the partner to all you life and crimes
I am what cant be fixed or restrained
I am the unpredictable anarchy
I am the drug that eats you up inside
I am the one that will never get bored
I am the one that will always love you
I am the one that will see you through the storm
Where are you girl?
I am waiting