so i got a second job, bartending at a "sushi and steakhouse" kind of japanese place, two to four nights a week.

the extra money will be good. committing to work from 5pm-10pm every single friday and saturday night, not so good. but there are things i want, and as always, things cost money. i have a musician to feed, haha.

"i know the hustle is hard, but we got an enterprise."

xoxo

sometimes my job makes me really really hate all of humanity

well, only the ones i have to wait on.

anyway.

xoxo

*yawn*

don't wanna go to work today.

xoxo

going to wilmington tomorrow while our landlord comes in to paint.

listening to jolie holland.

xoxo

new plants today...had the day off, so i went to the garden center. got new basil and mint and rosemary, and rearranged all my other plants when i got home. can't wait till spring really gets here so i can put some of this outside where it belongs....

xoxo

more rambling about thriftshopping:

i found an espresso machine at the goodwill in jacksonville for $5.99. it works...almost a shame, because now i will sink even further into caffeine addiction. *sigh*

but it's so fucking cool.

now i can make espresso drinks when i have people over to the house.

xoxo

think we're going to the backstreet. i forget who the band is.

i have moisturizer that smells like root beer.

i don't have to work tomorrow. hooray.

that is all.

xoxo

bleh.

i don't want to clean the bathroom + whatnot.

but a girl singer is coming by tomorrow to work on some stuff with david, and if any woman's going to be peeing in my bathroom i need to clean it. just out of courtesy.

pasta for dinner. yum.

xoxo

it's open mic at the backstreet pub this evening. think we might go out.

i went through all my clothes today and gathered up three big trashbags of shit to take to the thrift store; there's also a huge box of purses and shoes and belts. i am the queen of buying things and never ever wearing them, or wearing them one time and realizing they're not for me. somebody is going to get a pair of knee-high black boots with five-inch cuban heels on a platform at thrift-shop price; no doubt they'll look cute as hell on somebody, but that somebody was not destined to be me.

repotted all my plants today, and put marigold seeds in the big greenhouse flat. marigolds are super-easy to grow, and colorful, and they're the dia de los muertes flower, too. i need something to brighten things up in here, and none of my plants are the flower-bearing kind...i have things i can eat (ginger, basil, lemongrass, italian parsley, chives, garlic, etc.) and leafy things that grow well in the dark, but no flowers.

once again, i have the most boring journal EVER.

xoxo

i hate staying home on saturday night.

i hate being a music widow too, sometimes.

i hate having no friends in this lame ass redneck town i'm stuck in.



xoxo