Whos a lucky girl? Well me of course! And why you may ask.. bc I have the sweetest hubby ever!
Im not a girl thats into flowers or jewelry. I think its all money better put into something we really want or need. Hell I refused to get an engagement ring and wanted to put that money to the new house. I like gifts that are useful and show me you care.
Yesterday I was super cold all day. Part from the temp drop and part from being on the rag. I asked Dan to pick me up some tampons and advil on his way home. He got me a whole mess of stuff that he thought I would want/ need to make me feel better bc he knew I wasnt feeling well and between the weather and my period thought it would make me feel better.




1. 2 packs of tampons and advil to the rescue
2. Taco Bell - crunchwrap supreme meal - my fav <3. We never eat it bc its so bad for you
3. Blue Snuggy - Im not much of a pink snuggie kinda girl so good choice. made me super happy <3
4. Shick razor blades - not only did he remember me saying I needed more 4 days ago (i forgot all about them when I asked him to go to the drug store) but he remembered what razor I have
5. 2 pairs of gloves (digi cam and green skulls) - on sunday i was joking how its so cold out i need mittons for the house. I love love love the black w green skulls so im going to save them for going out. I have the green digi ones on right now. Yes I have no blood like my grandmother and my hands turn to ice just from using the mouse.
I know it may not seem like much or anything that "wow" to most but it really ment a lot to me.
Im not a girl thats into flowers or jewelry. I think its all money better put into something we really want or need. Hell I refused to get an engagement ring and wanted to put that money to the new house. I like gifts that are useful and show me you care.
Yesterday I was super cold all day. Part from the temp drop and part from being on the rag. I asked Dan to pick me up some tampons and advil on his way home. He got me a whole mess of stuff that he thought I would want/ need to make me feel better bc he knew I wasnt feeling well and between the weather and my period thought it would make me feel better.


1. 2 packs of tampons and advil to the rescue
2. Taco Bell - crunchwrap supreme meal - my fav <3. We never eat it bc its so bad for you
3. Blue Snuggy - Im not much of a pink snuggie kinda girl so good choice. made me super happy <3
4. Shick razor blades - not only did he remember me saying I needed more 4 days ago (i forgot all about them when I asked him to go to the drug store) but he remembered what razor I have
5. 2 pairs of gloves (digi cam and green skulls) - on sunday i was joking how its so cold out i need mittons for the house. I love love love the black w green skulls so im going to save them for going out. I have the green digi ones on right now. Yes I have no blood like my grandmother and my hands turn to ice just from using the mouse.
I know it may not seem like much or anything that "wow" to most but it really ment a lot to me.
Ok why is it 55* outside and windy?? Last Sat it was 90*. Im ok w/ it dropping down into the 80s-70s for a bit then 60s & 50s but WTF. I dont even have hoodies for the dogs yet. Hell I dont even have fall / winter shit for myself. Its all still at my mom's. I think I might have a coat in a box. I have to go look if Im going to let the dogs out to pee. I feel so bad for them. Hmm maybe I have Brice and Verona's tees somewhere, better than nothing. But I still dont know what to do for the big dogs.
Im going to post some wedding pics in a min.
Well we are all moved in to our new house. I really love it here. Even with the weather being cold and wet its still so cozy here. I have never lived in a house that in it's self is so relaxed. It has the same warm feeling as my mother-in-law's house. God I loved staying there when we were younger. My mother's homes have always seemed uneasy. I wonder why.
Im waiting for it to warm up a bit b4 I go let the dogs out. The are all still alseep. Gotta love lazy dogs on a crappy day.
Well we are all moved in to our new house. I really love it here. Even with the weather being cold and wet its still so cozy here. I have never lived in a house that in it's self is so relaxed. It has the same warm feeling as my mother-in-law's house. God I loved staying there when we were younger. My mother's homes have always seemed uneasy. I wonder why.
Im waiting for it to warm up a bit b4 I go let the dogs out. The are all still alseep. Gotta love lazy dogs on a crappy day.
Hey! Im back. My SG account ran out but Dan got me the girls gift hoodie and 1 year for xmas 
We went to closing on the house last week. So I am now a home owner! We want to redo both floors bc we dont like the layout so we wont be moving in for a bit. Knowing Dan and his father well be in the finished house in 2 months. lol. but theres a ton of work to be done. Thurs we turn on the power, fri well take care of the oil and maybe get the water turned on sat.
In other news... We are getting MARRIED MAY 1st 2010! Yup Yup that will make it 10 years we have been together. So I guess its about time. lol. We are going to have a small wedding of just the family at our new house. My mom's friend will be doing it for us. Then after we are having a party for all the rest of the extended family and friends on our new 100x100 proporty. Im sure that will give us the room we will need.
So all is well and happy yet busy and kinda stressful. But I think 2010 will be a good year for us.
We went to closing on the house last week. So I am now a home owner! We want to redo both floors bc we dont like the layout so we wont be moving in for a bit. Knowing Dan and his father well be in the finished house in 2 months. lol. but theres a ton of work to be done. Thurs we turn on the power, fri well take care of the oil and maybe get the water turned on sat.
In other news... We are getting MARRIED MAY 1st 2010! Yup Yup that will make it 10 years we have been together. So I guess its about time. lol. We are going to have a small wedding of just the family at our new house. My mom's friend will be doing it for us. Then after we are having a party for all the rest of the extended family and friends on our new 100x100 proporty. Im sure that will give us the room we will need.
So all is well and happy yet busy and kinda stressful. But I think 2010 will be a good year for us.
THEY ACCEPTED THE OFFER ON THE HOUSE WE REALLY WANTED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG !!!
It needs work but nothing Dan and my father in law cant take care of in a weekend or 2. Hmm umless i start moving walls. lol. but OMG Im so fucking happy!
























OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG !!!
It needs work but nothing Dan and my father in law cant take care of in a weekend or 2. Hmm umless i start moving walls. lol. but OMG Im so fucking happy!
Saw 2 houses. Really loved the 2nd one and put a bid in on it. It even has a TREE HOUSE!! Wish us luck, well need it.
I think we are going to TJ maxx today. I need a new handbag bc mine is starting to fall apart. Its like 3 years old and I got it off some guy on the street so Ill say it had a very good run. I also need a bigger tote for jury duty

for all my comfort items like a Harry Potter book, a small plushie (hmmmm who to take, prob Sydney the kangaroo) , snacks, lunch, my nalgene bottle, hand lotion, makeup bag, ipod and any other items my OCD and agoraphobia want me to lug alone. lol
PS- I love Severus Snape
Oh yeah and Dan too 


I think we are going to TJ maxx today. I need a new handbag bc mine is starting to fall apart. Its like 3 years old and I got it off some guy on the street so Ill say it had a very good run. I also need a bigger tote for jury duty
PS- I love Severus Snape
WTF my agent doesnt wanna show us any houses till the weekend bc its "too dark" after 5pm. Thanx fucking lady so that means I can just miss out on more opportunities bc you dont wanna miss dinner and your TV shows. I sent her an email saying nicely that i dont give a shit and we have something called a high powered search light not 25 cent flash lights like she has and to show me the fucking houses. so well see what she says back. If she doesnt get back to me by 1 pm im calling the selling agents and having them show to us. Im sure theyll be willing to fucking work. 
2:45pm-
Well she got back to me and we worked stuff out. we shall see what happens.
2:45pm-
Well she got back to me and we worked stuff out. we shall see what happens.
After breathing and trying no to think about it I feel a bit better. Off to distract myself by looking for a handbag online. 
X-posted from Social Anxiety group...
I just got a letter saying I have to be a "Telephone Standby Juror" on Dec 21st (Yule
) I have to call a 1 800 # the night before to see if I was picked for the following day. If I am not, I have to call every night for the following 2 weeks or until Im picked to serve. When / if I do have to go, it will take me almost 2 hrs to get there by train. I have undiagnosed agoraphobia. Cant get myself to a Dr. I also have a phobia of being on the phone, unless I know the person. I didnt sleep at all last night and probably wont sleep well until 2 weeks after the 21st. My mother isnt being very helpful bc she wants me to look up a number to call them to say I will be away for the holidays and to reschedule. Having my name put at the bottom of a list and probably getting my new letter for Feb and have to serve on my birthday. I see no point in doing this as it will mean I will still have to go and make me a mess from now until 2 weeks after my next serving date. I have to mail back part of the letter in 5 days. There is one part of the letter that says "Do you have any physical or mental infirmity which would impair your capacity to serve as a juror? If yes and you seek a infirmity excuse please insert a letter or a doctor's statement" My mother said she would go with me to the Dr to talk to him, Im not as bad in public places when Im with someone I know very well. But I dont have health insurance. When I said this to my mother she gave me a hard time about not being married yet and made me feel like shit. My man and I plan on getting married after we buy our first house. We have been looking got a year and 1/2 with out any luck. But I digress, Im not sure what to do about it. Ill I know is Im falling apart.
X-posted from Social Anxiety group...
I just got a letter saying I have to be a "Telephone Standby Juror" on Dec 21st (Yule
I got my left labret pierced on the 8th. so its been just over a week now. its healing nicely and doesnt really bother me at all any more. I cant wait till i can change the stud out. Dan's friend knows a place to get body jewelry at a good price so Im going to stock up then.
I have a much better pic on my cell but you get the idea.


Today Im going into the city to go shopping w my mom. She need some new outfits for when she goes to PR and wanna find a new handbag.
Well now im off to go play with eyeshadow till i have to start getting dressed
I have a much better pic on my cell but you get the idea.

Today Im going into the city to go shopping w my mom. She need some new outfits for when she goes to PR and wanna find a new handbag.
Well now im off to go play with eyeshadow till i have to start getting dressed
Well the window people didnt come. Mom changed it to next weekend so I busted ass cleaning for nothing.
Spent the day at the tattoo shop hanging out with Ang. Shes going to finish up my 1/2 sleeve next Sat with a peacock. We have no idea what we are going to do as filler but shell come up with something. Might be getting the left side of my lower lip pierced tom. well see
Kinda in a blah mood. dont know why. time to play some games.
Spent the day at the tattoo shop hanging out with Ang. Shes going to finish up my 1/2 sleeve next Sat with a peacock. We have no idea what we are going to do as filler but shell come up with something. Might be getting the left side of my lower lip pierced tom. well see
Kinda in a blah mood. dont know why. time to play some games.

