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JULY 31, 2011 @ 03:43 PM


summer 2011. it's been intense -a whirlwind like no other. like everything in my life, polar extremes of the highest highs (witchy, domestic bliss in New Mexico & grand travels) and lowest lows (the death of my little brother and so many other dear ones that it would take two hands to count). regardless, at present i sit content in my albuquerque home after a dreamy mini-roadtrip home from santa fe this morning on the turquoise trail, through the sleepy, gypsy hamlets of Cerrillos and Madrid.

SPOILERS! (Click to view)


















& of course:


dog is my copilot



and here's more random photo dump of the last two months; New York, experimental music fests, powwows in OK and Taos, power plants, moths, paul bunyan, stick&pock tattoos, my precious niece, and glorious monsoon season in New Mexico:



and now for my brother. it's still hard to comprehend that he's gone but i can honestly say i've spent more time with Him since he passed, than in the last six years since i left Austin. he had a difficult go of it in this life. it is no easy thing to be a poor young man in America. he's liberated now and some day i'm gonna write down every word of his story. mark them words. <3







here is the shrine i have for him at my house:







on to lighter subjects...

hvsband is in Seattle and my ass has been deprived of his hands for just about 36 hours now. however, it is nice to have the house to myself & i think this might be one of my favorite song to take drugs to:


just living the vvitchy good lyfe, y'know?

















a lot off my chest.
i took so much time with this post because it's most likely my last as my subscription runs up this month, and there ain't much here i can relate to anymore, much less anything remotely interesting or subversive. 7 years as a member of this community and it has given me so many amazing friends, adventures, and memories. truly something. most of you who are real life friends, i've already connected with on FB. in case we have not, feel free. but i warn you, it's getting harder and harder to keep my friend list at 666 motherfuckers tongue .
and friends, i leave you with this:
it took seven years here for someone to call me a 'creepy stalker'
biggrin

stay in touch, eat your peas, and shine on ye crazy diamonds <3
love
maggie
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Comments
jonnytrrrash7

jonnytrrrash7

Vatican City
February 2004

JUL 31, 2011 04:43 PM

great pics! and damn, i can't find that picture of you guys from the denco fest, i hope i still have it somewhere!
sorry to hear that you are leaving these parts, though i can relate to your reasoning. at least you're going out with the creepy stalker title!

and i'm very sorry to hear about your brother. would love to hear his story sometime. keep in touch, keep it witchy and vibrant!

Leib_

Leib_

I'm lost
July 2008

JUL 31, 2011 05:18 PM

So sorry to hear about your brother and the others that you have lost. I love what you have done to commemorate his life, the shrine is beautiful.

I wish you the best and I will most definitely miss your posts around here.

I read your comment in that thread and had to giggle profusely at the responses.

I shall add you on fbook feel free to accept or ignore no hard feelings pretty lady.

AcidEvangelist

AcidEvangelist

Minneapolis, MN
March 2004

JUL 31, 2011 06:17 PM

I will miss you around here. You are a beautiful soul.

AcidEvangelist

AcidEvangelist

Minneapolis, MN
March 2004

JUL 31, 2011 06:18 PM

Sent you a message regarding FB...

Thistle

Thistle

SUICIDEGIRL

California, USA

JUL 31, 2011 06:26 PM

I'm so sorry about your brother.

elicit77

elicit77

USA
October 2003

JUL 31, 2011 07:06 PM

My most sincerest condolences about your brother.

I'm thinking of leaving the site too. I'm really not feeling the new membership, seems like there's too many douche bags coming in, plus I think I've seen every type of set SG has to offer.

Jocelynn

Jocelynn

Vancouver, BC
August 2004

AUG 01, 2011 03:11 AM

Love you, beautiful woman. I think mine is almost up, too. But that's no matter.
<3

Fatality

Fatality

SUICIDEGIRL

USA

AUG 01, 2011 05:53 PM

I just had a "seven years" post I took down. It said something along the lines of how surprised I was how so many people are complaining about the same things and just altogether doing nothing with themselves...seven years later.

Anyhow, missy, you tell me to visit?! And you were in New York... next time let me know. And if you do leave, please keep in touch FatalityTrue@gmail.com

sweetbutch

sweetbutch

USA
March 2006

AUG 09, 2011 09:36 PM



kisses sweeter than swine

AnnaLee

AnnaLee

SUICIDEGIRL

I'm lost

AUG 24, 2011 07:22 AM

That looks like a glorious and beautiful life you are having. Did you know that is a striped hawk moth you have? I love moths, I've been learning identification of leipidoptera for the last while. I hope you're well.

S_Eldorado

S_Eldorado

Vancouver, BC
December 2004

MAY 28, 2012 03:53 PM

I love you and I miss you and I always will. And I mean that in the warmest, fondest way. I just needed you to know that, little crow. And I need to hear your laugh again before this turn is over.

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