I think I'm going crazy... I'm made up of too many sides... too many ambitions for one man... too many interests, goals, desires... wants... So many paths I have turned away from, so many remain hidden while so many, never explored, are lost forever. I'm so depressed and yet satisfied about where I am now... I think, sometimes, I'll spread myself so thin that I'll actually accomplish nothing... I just can't focus on one thing at a time, story of my life... too many things in the crosshairs. So... why not write a blog where it will probably never be read? Ah, self medication...