Halloween was a blast, I got to work, in costume, people were afraid, the end

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So on occasion I write really horrible poetry, and I decided to post some old stuff and some new stuff here.

Wish-
I wish I could say the things you need
to hear, so that you would always smile.
I wish I could do all the things I want to
do, to show you I care.
I wish I could do this,
and
I wish I could do that,
But when it comes down to it, I'm just
me. You say it's good enough for you,
but how can it be true, when it's not enough for me?
I wish you could understand how I feel.
But all I get is a laugh and a smile.

Live Life-
People tell me I don't live life,
shackled to their jobs and debts and cars.
People tell me I live too much in my head,
but where else should I go? Because,
if I have to live their life, I wouldn't
be living my own.

Forsaken-
I am forsaken,
everyone is leaving
everyone has gone
please, come back
I'll be better just
don't leave me
all
alone.

Martyr-
I dream of dying a martyr
that way, there is a chance
someone, somewhere
would remember me.


Words-
All I say is just words
All I do is just words
If you need something
from me, remember
all you'll get is
words.

I want-
I want freedom
from this existance
give me the right
to choose.
Don't tell me this is
the way.
The truth is, you can't
know the way,
no matter how much you deny
it, I am different from you.

Different-
Who taught me different was
wrong? Who was this person,
so afraid of my mind.

Papa-
Papa,
You said you'd always love me
You said you'd always protect me
Well Papa, I'm lonely now
Papa, I'm hurting
Where are you Papa?
You said you'd always be here.
Papa...
I love you.

Not named yet-

Your Eyes Shift
Your Head Tilts
You Blink
You Nod
I Look Away
My Head Sags
My Eyes Tear
All I say is
"Goodbye

-
Emotions play across my face with ease
Are you mad, you ask?
Of course; You don't return my love
I dream about a world not yet realized
I'm tired of the lies and deceptions
No, I answer, just tired.

-
If you are like me
Then all you wish for
is simplicity,
In Work
In Relationships
In Life
If then, you are also
like me, you wonder
why you insist upon
making life so stupidly
complicated
Well let us together, let go
and strive to be simple
creatues of the Earth

-
Rose my dear
Such a simple name
Why does the light
of your smile touch my very soul
but never your own eyes
Why is it that you
strengthen my resolve
But never your own
To you my darling
I would give my very essense
and yet I know
it will never
be enough
my sweet
Rose

-
I need
I want
Two seperate ideas
I am happy with what I need
I dream about what I want
In them, I have everything
But when I wake
All I have is my wants and
desires

-
Men accomplish wonderful things
They think up amazing tools
They will be remembered forever
By other Men
But what else will take note

-
My eyes tear
My throat seizes
You are gone
I knew you once
Upon a time, I knew you
I am sorry

-
Sometimes I forget
Life is short
Sometimes I forget
You can't restart
Sometimes I forget
There will never be a second chance
-
I live a comparative life
Good looking as him?
Fat as her?
Smart as that fella?
Do I always have to be
This way?
Or will I grow
into myself one day
-
I have this neighbor
Mary
My, My this ladies voice
Can Carry
And all I can think is how
easy would she
Bury
-
What a great relationship
we had.
Fun Times
Good Laughs
Sensual Greetings
but alas it didn't last
because all it was
was a glance
between two strangers
driving their cars
on a dirt road
-
Nothing was good enough for him
My life
My thoughts
My heart
It could have always been improved
Never stay happy
Never stay complacent
Always improve
You are never good enough
for
me
-
He stands tall and elegant
Looking down on me
short and graceless
Life slides past him
Life is full of hitches for me
Everyone admires his beauty
Everyone admires my humour
You all will miss him when he is gone
And it will be my fault

Heh a journal, online, how original!