perpetrating sophistication
many times i have the best conversations with my i-net compadres

i'm digging this anti valentine's site lol i've had a valentine for 9 years and this year i have none. blah fuccin' blah! i hate feeling lonely but then i love being single; no one to worry about; no one to care for; no one to step on my toes or me to step on his/her toes. i suppose my little ones can be my valentine's but its just not the same as getting wasted off of some alcohol or greenery and fuccin' all night long haha

my friend asked me when was the last time i had good sex. well i'd have to say last summer in the backseat of an expedition haha i want more...

i was watching formula51 with my pops last night when i fell asleep. i didn't think i was tired till i woke up 12 hours later...

it felt good to sleep the hours away but when i woke up; everything in my life remained the same. life is too short hunnies; live it

boys are weird.

last sunday the "boy"friend insists that we don't spend enough time together and that threw up a red flag immediately cause i'm thinking every free moment outside of work or with our kids we're chilling. he's got 1 son from another relationship; i have 2 sons from another-we have none together haha anyways, i left for vegas on thursday and he was acting weird. i get to vegas and he calls me on friday night talking about he's been thinking about going back to school and keeping both his jobs-the good girlfriend i am says hey i'm here for you but i guess thats not what he wanted cause he booted me

yea right. he's full of shit huh? lol

ya'll gotta check out the peepshow at showgirls in vegas. that shit is wild. one of the girls -eyeses- fingered her asshole for me

lads is picking on me to write in here...what can i say i'm out to vegas in a few hours and i'm gonna get so fuccin' drunk that i'll be trying to wlak back to my hotel room and end up losing a shoe...yea that sounds like a plan