I'm here ... I'm not leaving, I'm staying. I'm still alive too! Loving all the snow 
Hope you all had an amazing Christmas and New Year !!
Hope you all had an amazing Christmas and New Year !!
I am thinking of leaving SG.
I feel like I've lost touch with so many of the friends I made on here. I'm never going to make it as a suicide girl.
So yeah ... maybe this is goodbye.
I feel like I've lost touch with so many of the friends I made on here. I'm never going to make it as a suicide girl.
So yeah ... maybe this is goodbye.
My life has been consumed by work lately. And studying. It's all very boring 
However ... I'm excited about Christmas. I love this time of year; I love the cold weather, the hot chocolate, the fact that I can act like a big kid. I'm curling up to watch Elf tonight to make myself feel better. I have been having an attack of the low self esteem blues lately. I get too close to guys and then get let down or rejected.
I need to be happy in myself ... I find that my happiness depends on being lusted after, flirted with, someone else's affections. I need to learn to be happy within myself rather than if I have a boy on my arm
I went to the German Christmas Markets in Manchester last week and it was a lovely day
I have almost finished my Christmas shopping ... just a few bits & bobs that I'm waiting on from ebay. I love this time of year!














However ... I'm excited about Christmas. I love this time of year; I love the cold weather, the hot chocolate, the fact that I can act like a big kid. I'm curling up to watch Elf tonight to make myself feel better. I have been having an attack of the low self esteem blues lately. I get too close to guys and then get let down or rejected.
I need to be happy in myself ... I find that my happiness depends on being lusted after, flirted with, someone else's affections. I need to learn to be happy within myself rather than if I have a boy on my arm
I went to the German Christmas Markets in Manchester last week and it was a lovely day
I have almost finished my Christmas shopping ... just a few bits & bobs that I'm waiting on from ebay. I love this time of year!







Just a quick update to show off my cute new haircut.
I don't usually wear it wavy , but I had my Christmas Ball the other night and it was styled that way


I don't usually wear it wavy , but I had my Christmas Ball the other night and it was styled that way

I'm getting soooooooooooooooon excited for Christmas! I have finished my list [full of too many books & cupcake-themed goodies!] and I'm now getting started on buying my gifts for famiily. I love shopping for other people 
FINALLY getting my hair cut tomorrow, I can't wait. I'm glamming it up for the evening for my work's Christmas Ball. Excited!
FINALLY getting my hair cut tomorrow, I can't wait. I'm glamming it up for the evening for my work's Christmas Ball. Excited!
Hey everyone 
I haven't died, honest! It's been a while ... I know. I've been having some problems with SG in that they had no record of my username & password which was a lil scary, but all is sorted now thank goodness!
Hope you all didn't miss me too much! ^_^
I haven't died, honest! It's been a while ... I know. I've been having some problems with SG in that they had no record of my username & password which was a lil scary, but all is sorted now thank goodness!
Hope you all didn't miss me too much! ^_^
It's my birthday today!
Urghhhh ..... a year older! However, it's been a fun day.
.... and on another note, I have new pictures from Halloween
Urghhhh ..... a year older! However, it's been a fun day.
.... and on another note, I have new pictures from Halloween
HAPPY HALLOWEEN EVERYONE!
I love this time of year. I love autumn, I love the changes in the weather and with the colours of the trees. And I love Halloween, my birthday and Bonfire Night.
It's my birthday on Monday, so I'm going out tonight for drinks & Halloween shenanigans! I am Wonder Woman this year and I love my costume! It's fantastic.
And in case you haven't noticed, I'm all better now
Yay! Still have an slightly annoying cough, but I'm generally ok. My poor younger brother got swine flu, so I'm thankful I escaped that!!
So plans for today = I'm heading off in a couple of hours to get the colouring of my bow finished at the tattoo place and then get some tights for my costume. I am already armed with gel thingys to make my shoes more comfortable, killer red lipstick and fake eyelashes woo hoo


I love this time of year. I love autumn, I love the changes in the weather and with the colours of the trees. And I love Halloween, my birthday and Bonfire Night.
It's my birthday on Monday, so I'm going out tonight for drinks & Halloween shenanigans! I am Wonder Woman this year and I love my costume! It's fantastic.
And in case you haven't noticed, I'm all better now
So plans for today = I'm heading off in a couple of hours to get the colouring of my bow finished at the tattoo place and then get some tights for my costume. I am already armed with gel thingys to make my shoes more comfortable, killer red lipstick and fake eyelashes woo hoo

urgh i'm ill :/
not a happy bunny AT ALL!
please make the sore throat and aches & pains go away soon
not a happy bunny AT ALL!
please make the sore throat and aches & pains go away soon
urghhhhh long week :/
.... and very short weekend it seems! i can't believe it's Monday tomorrow.
I saw UP at the cinema and I LOVED it. Made me cry, being the big girly sap that I am!
Proper update tomorrow, just didn't want any of you to think I'd forgotten about you all!!

.... and very short weekend it seems! i can't believe it's Monday tomorrow.
I saw UP at the cinema and I LOVED it. Made me cry, being the big girly sap that I am!
Proper update tomorrow, just didn't want any of you to think I'd forgotten about you all!!

