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APRIL 11, 2008 @ 01:39 AM

BEWARE THIS IS A VERY BLEAK BLOG!!

Ok spring break blows.....

TheTallest an TheSmallest are at each others throats....grrr!!!!!!

So much going on...Have to get the house clean its driving me nuts!!! AHHHH!!!

My stomach is killing me......owww.......

Weight bouncing back an forth so hard it hurts.......going from a 10 to a 4 to a 8 then to a 10 is weird an painful.....

Having to change my diet to what the doctor tells me is soooo painful ....my tummy doesn't seem to be taking th adjustment well....owww......

There will be a birthday party later...I have to decorate a cake to look like an octopus..yea..I will take pictures....

TheSmallest has taken to peeing all over the house again.....Crap

My dentist appointment has been moved...again.....because the ONE dentist on post is sick.....SHIT!

I hate spring break...it needs to be over now.

Will someone come an take out the garbage for me...

I need to clean the closet in my art room..yeah.

My house is swallowing me whole....

I feel all alone in this with no help on any front...

Soon we may be leaving ...which is ok...but I want to know one way or another.....

I want us to stay until our RCP date *at least JULY* ...so TheTallest can finish out the school year...and TheDave can give us a slight cushion to fall back on... Sorry venting a little... His MOS is so full They are no longer promoting anyone in his unit ....so they are looking for reasons to pull people in his unit....He won't be the only one going...
All the retention ads I see piss me off so bad when they are all but pushing him out.....I just want him to make it until July.....*sigh* frown

Its just one of those days....




Wanting to get out of here ...*sigh*
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Comments
ki1

ki1

Ireland
September 2007

APR 11, 2008 02:07 AM

defo one of those days huh, hun. hey hey hugs and all that. kiss
for you.
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BadluckBrent

BadluckBrent

Orlando, FL
December 2006

APR 11, 2008 02:15 AM

I hope he can extend there too. He should change jobs so he can get promoted. Take care I hope everything turns out well. Take a break and relax.

bairdduvessa

bairdduvessa

Centerville, MA
April 2005

APR 11, 2008 06:17 AM

if i could i'd be there right now teaching you kids to be and let be and to assist you, but i can't. instead all i can say is that i hope the your inner strength, your beautiful inner strength prevails.

and that if you ever need it, i have an amazing hug waiting right here for you.

productiondiva

productiondiva

Sonoma, CA
September 2006

APR 11, 2008 07:07 AM

I wish I could go there! One of my best friends is there now, her husband got stationed there and I am having a really hard time without her! Especially in light of the new medical drama! But thanks for the love!!!

I am sorry spring break is so awful! How much longer before the kids go back to school? ANy idea where you guys might be going next?? I will be thinking good thoughts for you guys and good luck for The Dave!

lilli

lilli

Santa Cruz, CA
January 2006

APR 11, 2008 10:05 AM

I hate those days. I would say I know how you feel, but I really don't. Even when I'm having a day like that, I know I am home and healthy and have stability. You don't have those luxuries. I hate that. I wish I could share with you. I will keep you close in my heart and will petition the goddess on your behalf. You are so amazing. You deserve to have what you want and need.

Love and blessings!! love love love love love

Giggles

Giggles

Claremont, CA
January 2005

APR 11, 2008 11:32 AM

bleak is a very good word

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