Is anyone else scared about how fast Suicide Girls is growing?
Yeah, it's positive and, I'm a hypocrite because I've only just joined, but I've been a fan of this site for many many years and it seems to have really boomed.
It's becoming less alternative. Does this make is "uncool"? Does it make it less brilliant?
I think it'll always be one of the best things online EVER, but I'm obviously very bias
But I've always thought that I'd join modelling on SG and, of course, that's just a dream and I probably wouldn't get excepted, but even so, I wouldn't be suprised if the amount of Suicide Girls will have grown to about 2000 before I apply, and I'm thinking - what the fuck do I have to offer. There are less outlets of originality.
What are people's views?
Also, lil competition. This is a shot from one of my favourite films that I grew up on. I wanna see if anyone can guess what it is:
xxx
Yeah, it's positive and, I'm a hypocrite because I've only just joined, but I've been a fan of this site for many many years and it seems to have really boomed.
It's becoming less alternative. Does this make is "uncool"? Does it make it less brilliant?
I think it'll always be one of the best things online EVER, but I'm obviously very bias
But I've always thought that I'd join modelling on SG and, of course, that's just a dream and I probably wouldn't get excepted, but even so, I wouldn't be suprised if the amount of Suicide Girls will have grown to about 2000 before I apply, and I'm thinking - what the fuck do I have to offer. There are less outlets of originality.
What are people's views?
Also, lil competition. This is a shot from one of my favourite films that I grew up on. I wanna see if anyone can guess what it is:
xxx
Exam came and went and I am proud of myself, actually! Went in knowing nothing, but the questions were SOOOO GOOD, so, hopefully I aced it. I'm pretty sure people wishing me good luck made things this way. Noice. Cheers guys.
Tomorrow I shall be getting drunk for the first time in a LONG while. Anyone else go to Rat and Parrot on Rock Night Thursdays? I'll see you there. I'll probably not buy you a drink, seeing as I juat paid out the arse for boots WHICH CAME TODAY! I'm in love.
I'm falling in love with Fear Factory - something I told myself I'd never do. Ah well.
Don't look directly into their eyes... they will reel you in, inviting you to become them undead, feeding on what is left of your soul in delight.
So just eat the fuckers instead. Job done.
LOVE xxx
EDIT: OH OH OH OH! FORGOT TO ASK! I need help - am going to a party and the theme is Red Army vs Nazi. I want to go as a member of the Red Army or just a Russian in general. Haven't a fucking clue what to wear. PLEASE HELP AND SUGGEST AND BOLLOCKS! xxx
Tomorrow I shall be getting drunk for the first time in a LONG while. Anyone else go to Rat and Parrot on Rock Night Thursdays? I'll see you there. I'll probably not buy you a drink, seeing as I juat paid out the arse for boots WHICH CAME TODAY! I'm in love.
I'm falling in love with Fear Factory - something I told myself I'd never do. Ah well.
Don't look directly into their eyes... they will reel you in, inviting you to become them undead, feeding on what is left of your soul in delight.
So just eat the fuckers instead. Job done.
LOVE xxx
EDIT: OH OH OH OH! FORGOT TO ASK! I need help - am going to a party and the theme is Red Army vs Nazi. I want to go as a member of the Red Army or just a Russian in general. Haven't a fucking clue what to wear. PLEASE HELP AND SUGGEST AND BOLLOCKS! xxx
Love hates me and I hate it. I will have nothing to do with it.
I'm growing up right in front of my own eyes. Damn supression like the educational system, parents and money that stop me from the living my body is making me want. I can physically feel myself wanting to live. It's exciting. It shall be lived.
On a lighter note, I have my worst exam tomorrow. Wish me luck.
BUT on a POSITIVE note, not only did I win some New Rocks on ebay, but the person I'm buying them from lives in Welling (about 20 mins away from me) and her dad is going to drop them off tomorrow morning so I don't have to pay postage and pakaging....
Could that BE any cooler?!
I will make sure my brotehr is up and stadning beside me, just incase there *is* no father and she's actually a 40 year old cereal killer called Clive. And yes, I meant cereal. *sob* poor defenceless Cheerios.
Ooooh... Cheerios... who remembers apple flavoured Cheerios?! Did they exist or did I dream them up, when I was six, my family and I went to Florida and I remmeber having them every monring. Does this mean that they are American? Do you guys get them all the time?! Damn you, America! I love your shit too much.
xxx
I'm growing up right in front of my own eyes. Damn supression like the educational system, parents and money that stop me from the living my body is making me want. I can physically feel myself wanting to live. It's exciting. It shall be lived.
On a lighter note, I have my worst exam tomorrow. Wish me luck.
BUT on a POSITIVE note, not only did I win some New Rocks on ebay, but the person I'm buying them from lives in Welling (about 20 mins away from me) and her dad is going to drop them off tomorrow morning so I don't have to pay postage and pakaging....
Could that BE any cooler?!
I will make sure my brotehr is up and stadning beside me, just incase there *is* no father and she's actually a 40 year old cereal killer called Clive. And yes, I meant cereal. *sob* poor defenceless Cheerios.
Ooooh... Cheerios... who remembers apple flavoured Cheerios?! Did they exist or did I dream them up, when I was six, my family and I went to Florida and I remmeber having them every monring. Does this mean that they are American? Do you guys get them all the time?! Damn you, America! I love your shit too much.
xxx
Today came and went. Nothing really. It was productive, I suppose. Learnt all my Othello lines. I love the quote "the bruised heart is peirced through the ear"... it should be tattooed on someone somewhere.
That reminds me; where do you think I should get "EDITED BY LIFE" tattooed on me. I was thinking up my thigh, but I already want other things going up my thighs. I can't think of where to get it. I wouldn't get it done soon, but, that's my idea. Don't steal it. Else I'll steal YOU and it will NOT be pretty, mother fuckers...
Speaks volumes, don't it?
xxx
That reminds me; where do you think I should get "EDITED BY LIFE" tattooed on me. I was thinking up my thigh, but I already want other things going up my thighs. I can't think of where to get it. I wouldn't get it done soon, but, that's my idea. Don't steal it. Else I'll steal YOU and it will NOT be pretty, mother fuckers...
Speaks volumes, don't it?
xxx
Brother is home.
Brother shares my room.
Brother will be here till I leave for uni (September).
Brother is loved now.
Brother will drive me insane.
Brother is under my feet.
Brother is too big for room.
Brother will burn next week.
xxx
Brother shares my room.
Brother will be here till I leave for uni (September).
Brother is loved now.
Brother will drive me insane.
Brother is under my feet.
Brother is too big for room.
Brother will burn next week.
xxx
I own this:
Jealous? I would be.
Did you know that Blake died? Yeah! He did! Amazing, huh? It's the most important fact about him I know! YEY!
(Blake isn't that bad, but this is my retaliation from revision. Suck it)
xxx
Jealous? I would be.
Did you know that Blake died? Yeah! He did! Amazing, huh? It's the most important fact about him I know! YEY!
(Blake isn't that bad, but this is my retaliation from revision. Suck it)
xxx
Tonight, I pulled 4 pints at the same time whilst checking how much the rounds costed. I am fucking hardcore. Bar maid of the year.
Work tomorrow too. 8 hours shift. Yuck.
If anyone - ANYONE - is free tomorrow night (Friday) and lives in an ok distance of Eltham (London, UK), please come to Eltham High Street and into the Rising Sun pub, opposite the fire station. I will be bored shitless and will welcome a face that hasn't just come to shout orders at me whilst leaning over the bar and looking at my arse WITHOUT ACTUALLY KNOWING WHAT THE FUCK THE ROUND EVEN IS!
/end rant.
I'm actually feeling ok. Got quite a lot of work done today. Got TONS left to do, obviously, and I won't be going out for quite some time. I'm on SG for some procrastination whilst I eat. Unfortunately, I've now seen all of my favourite girls' sets. Guess it's time to go searching for 20 more.
Wonder if I'll ever join SG.... I always thought I would, for years now, but my scars are a bit yucky and I would probably get disowned by every member of my family. We'll see. Right now, I'll get back to being constantly nude, getting told to "put it away" and receiving complaints from neighbours (OH YES, it HAS happened, MANY times. My kitchen window looks out on to a different street and doesn't have a curtain. What's a girl to do when she wants a bevvy last thing at night?! PUT ON CLOTHES?! You've got to be FUCKIN' kidding me!)
LOVE xxx
Here's a picture of Katherine Isabelle (star of Ginger Snaps) who, I've been told, I look identical too.
SUCK IT, BITCHES!
Work tomorrow too. 8 hours shift. Yuck.
If anyone - ANYONE - is free tomorrow night (Friday) and lives in an ok distance of Eltham (London, UK), please come to Eltham High Street and into the Rising Sun pub, opposite the fire station. I will be bored shitless and will welcome a face that hasn't just come to shout orders at me whilst leaning over the bar and looking at my arse WITHOUT ACTUALLY KNOWING WHAT THE FUCK THE ROUND EVEN IS!
/end rant.
I'm actually feeling ok. Got quite a lot of work done today. Got TONS left to do, obviously, and I won't be going out for quite some time. I'm on SG for some procrastination whilst I eat. Unfortunately, I've now seen all of my favourite girls' sets. Guess it's time to go searching for 20 more.
Wonder if I'll ever join SG.... I always thought I would, for years now, but my scars are a bit yucky and I would probably get disowned by every member of my family. We'll see. Right now, I'll get back to being constantly nude, getting told to "put it away" and receiving complaints from neighbours (OH YES, it HAS happened, MANY times. My kitchen window looks out on to a different street and doesn't have a curtain. What's a girl to do when she wants a bevvy last thing at night?! PUT ON CLOTHES?! You've got to be FUCKIN' kidding me!)
LOVE xxx
Here's a picture of Katherine Isabelle (star of Ginger Snaps) who, I've been told, I look identical too.
SUCK IT, BITCHES!
Update on life:
My parents hate me (called me stupid and told me I don't love them)
I am stressed to fuck about my exams (not helped by my over-dramatic parents)
I need to not be going to work so I can concerntrate on my exams and parents, but work is hectic at the moment seeing as a bunch of people are leaving and on holiday so I've had to take extra shifts (meaning my parents hate me more... logic?!)
I don't want to go to uni, I don't want to be in education anymore and I love London too much to run away from me
All these things combined have made me realise that I've finally fallen into the cliche stereotypical teenagedom that you see in films. It's not nice and definately not me.
On the positive side, however, Hal is booking me into Cold Steel to get my clitoral hood peirced. Hardcore. This probably encumbers a lot of teenage rebellion issues fueled by the points I have made above.
Here is me with my brother (on the left) and one of my best mates. My brother is coming home tomorrow. I miss him dearly, but, now his uni is completely finished, that probably meas he'll be living in my room (we share) for an undecided amount of time. This will soon add to my stress considerably. Also, the best mate in this picture is moving to Australia for life in a few months. Expect emo-style blog entries when it finally hits me.
Sorry for the negative blog entry. For something to leave you with, here's my favourite words: bubble, effervescent
My parents hate me (called me stupid and told me I don't love them)
I am stressed to fuck about my exams (not helped by my over-dramatic parents)
I need to not be going to work so I can concerntrate on my exams and parents, but work is hectic at the moment seeing as a bunch of people are leaving and on holiday so I've had to take extra shifts (meaning my parents hate me more... logic?!)
I don't want to go to uni, I don't want to be in education anymore and I love London too much to run away from me
All these things combined have made me realise that I've finally fallen into the cliche stereotypical teenagedom that you see in films. It's not nice and definately not me.
On the positive side, however, Hal is booking me into Cold Steel to get my clitoral hood peirced. Hardcore. This probably encumbers a lot of teenage rebellion issues fueled by the points I have made above.
Here is me with my brother (on the left) and one of my best mates. My brother is coming home tomorrow. I miss him dearly, but, now his uni is completely finished, that probably meas he'll be living in my room (we share) for an undecided amount of time. This will soon add to my stress considerably. Also, the best mate in this picture is moving to Australia for life in a few months. Expect emo-style blog entries when it finally hits me.
Sorry for the negative blog entry. For something to leave you with, here's my favourite words: bubble, effervescent
Here, a blog, to get the other entry to go away. EW!
Isn't it funny how something that causes you such pleasure can cause those you love such pain?
Read my body,
Know my life.
Feel all of me
Edited by life.
Isn't it funny how something that causes you such pleasure can cause those you love such pain?
Read my body,
Know my life.
Feel all of me
Edited by life.
Hello.
I am an entry.
No one will see me.
That is as good an excuse to be taboo as any, I feel.
Oops.
xxx
I am an entry.
No one will see me.
That is as good an excuse to be taboo as any, I feel.
Oops.
xxx
