Well, it's the end of my 4 day in Indy. Really enjoying the ease of getting around and the proximity of most things I need. Not enjoying so much the rennovations of my apartment inching closer to the 3rd week past the original finish date. They guys are doing a good job, just not very fast, at all...
Well, yesterday was my last day at my job. Kinda bitter sweet. It certainly was nice having a job, but at the same time it kinda sucked. I will miss the people I worked with but not so much the clients. Piled all my crap in a trailer covered in tarps, and heading south! Not too south though, just to Indy! That's south enough for me!
Just came back from my visit to Indy on Tuesday. Stayed with my awesome cousin who I only met once before at a family reunion. I'm looking forward to moving next month and starting law school.
New artwork added to the album. Inspiration has been scarce lately but when it comes it's a good day.
I haven't the slightest idea on what i'm going to do after graduation in December. I'm not trying to brag but this is one of the first times in my life where I don't know where i'm going or what i'm going to do. I've always had a plan. Now the problem is too many plans, too many options. I suppose it's a good thing to have many options. Do I want to go to grad school in the states, if i do how the hell am I going to pay for it? Do I go to grad school overseas? Do I get a job here in the states? If I do, no Lisa. Do I get a job over in Europe or Australia? I probably stand a better chance over there then here. In Europe I could be with Lisa. And I wouldn't need my car so that's extra money. Do I go active military? Do I get deployed and not have a choice? Yeah, I know what if this, what if that. I have to think things through in order weigh my options and make the best choice. But right now i'm at a loss. The one thing I do know is that the time to move on is approaching. When I go out I and I see a lot of people I know, it makes me feel uncomfortable. For some strange reason I take comfort in feeling alone in a crowded room. Don't ask me why that is, I don't have a clue.

