I am really sick of being poor....the problem is once you get in a rut like I'm in it is so hard to pull yourself out. I don't get it, what do I have to do here just to have enough money for a pack of smokes or to keep my lights on???????? FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCCCCCCCCCKKKKKKKKKKk