Dark Knight is the best movie ever. That's...all I have to say for now

Happy 4th of July!

I'm excited for family fun, food and fireworks! Hope everybody has a great weekend, and I will be sure to post some pics later on today. *deuces*

Hello kiddies! I'm pretty bored and I decided to write a blog, even though I have nothing really to type about I'm sure I'll just ramble about something I think of... This week has been fairly shitty at work. Sunday I made about 65 dollars after my 55 dollar tip out *barf* Monday I did goood! I did three rooms with my customer, and then it really sucked because he left and this millionaire from L.A. came in and took 8 of the 13 girls into the champagne rooms. Which left the 5 of us girls for the rest of the night on stage, and of the five girls left we were still doing dances and such so the list was even smaller! But the asshole millionaire didn't want to spend money on me because I look 12. I wanted to cry, those girls made 1500 each and at the end of the night I was sitting at the bar and he came up to me and was like " Are you waiting for your daddy to pick you up?" I hate when people say that shit. It's ridiculous because the girls that are younger than me look like they are in their late 20s early 30s and I'm 21 and look 12...how does that work? I get carded at work, when they just rip their wristband off and drink underage with no problem. Wtf? Bogus. Anyhoo back to the story of him asking bout my daddy...he was just being a jerk for no reason and then handed me $100 but like in a snoody way like he's donating to charity? I was like pfth fuck you I don't care I'll take your hundred dollas! I had a good night without his ass, I made $750 so I was happy. Tuesday on the other hand was a joke, again. Same shit, made 65 bucks, although this time I had Cory pick me up at 11:30 because I was bored and didn't feel like wasting another night away. I took the day off wednesday because I hurt my back somehow? It's still pretty stiff, I've noticed I'll wake up alot with my pillows on the floor or I'll slide down the bed and won't even be laying on the pillow, I'm a tard. Cory's dad came over for dinner it was sooooo good! We had big thick porterhouse steaks with sauteed mushrooms and shrimp ka bobs, twice baked mashed potatoes and of course corn on the cob! I was so full afterwards I looked 6 months pregnant! It was so worth it though. Thursday night I did suprisingly good, we were late as fuck though, my tip out was 65 but thank god I had one more free tip out from when I did opening day earlier this year, yay! Lifesaver! I couldve paid the 65 but I didn't think I was gonna make money anyways, I lucked out and made 200 I have no clue how! It's really odd lately customers have been giving me little joints instead of tipping me! Which is nice and all, I like little treats like that, but I sadly can't pay my bills with it. Pretty strange shit. I'm debating whether or not I want to suffer through another night at work tonight. I'd rather spend time with Cory and Charlie. I still have to buy my dad's fathers day gift even though its almost a week late. He's hard to shop for though, and I didn't have the money. Corys mom stealing that money really put us off track. She keeps trying to act like her doing stuff she should be doing anyways should make up for her taking our money? We were doing yard work the other day, Cory cut the lawn, I did the weed wacking. I found a shitload of cigarette butts and diet coke cans in the front yard by the steps where she sits almost everyday and talks on her cellphone. It was gross they were stashed underneath our bush in front and there were butts in the flower beds and then butts in the backyard and Charlie was chewing on one. Bleh. Cory told her to clean it up and she tried to act like she didn't do it? She's the only one that smokes in the house, and we buy diet coke for her because she refuses to drink our diet pepsi max. So uhm yeah? Process of elimination, I know I'm not a scientist or detective but um..yeah all clues lead to you bitch. She's just so irritating, or when I got home from work the other day when I had made 750 she came down to get water and sat and watch me count my money in the kitchen. Eyeing that shit up like "damn I could totally blow that away at a slot machine in like 10 minutes" I hid that money good! I just can't wait till she's gone, it'll be so much quieter in the mornings and there will always be toilet paper! Wow dream big,eh? I think I'm gonna have happy fun time with myself, so peace out! *deuces*

OK so this week rocks, I made 2200 in 3 days. Yay!!! A much needed boost in my self esteem, I'm feelin foxy this week rawr! Haha, so I guess Monday night whilst I was at work Cory, his brother Jamie and his sister Amy sat their mom down and basically called her out on everything fucked up that she's done to all of us. Jamie is controlling her finances, FINALLY. I get to decide what happens from there, if I wanna kick her out or not. Well, I thought about it and she is Cory's mom and alll.......who am I kidding that bitch is outta here! Yay! I'm pretty excited. Anyhoo, tomorrow is date night with my boo. haha We're going to the movies, and hopefully afterwards sushi!!! Mmmmm I want me some eel and some shrimp tempura.



MMMM! Man, I'm still in love with my new tats. I keep getting compliments on em at work, I love it. I haven't wore legwarmers at work since I got em cuz I love showin em off. Permanent accessories I love it!! At breakfast on saturday with my rents, they were telling me how they told everybody they know about my tattoos because they were that flattered by it. It makes me happy everytime I look at them I'm frickin baked off my ass and giddy as fuck. I'm just so glad tonight was good at work, and like I said the whole week was good. Today I was running late, AGAIN so my tip out was 55 and I was so stressed, and bored the whole night I wanted to cry. But I got lucky, did 3 rooms and got a $100 tip . Always appreciated Last night I got lucky and I mean LUCKY. Not like I did a buttload of rooms, I did one, BUT I didn't have to even ask him to do one, and I didn't have to do anything but just sit and talk with him when we got in there. It was short sweet and to the point, he asked me for the room, he just sat and talked, he tipped me 40 bucks he left without asking to marry me. He scored extra brownie points for that! Plus I found out that he does alot of rooms when he finds a girl he likes, and he turned down a couple girls to sit with me. So I'm hoping he comes back for me I only have two more amoxicillin capsules left for my ear infection. I still can't hear completely, this worries me a bit. I hate having to ask people to repeat themselves, because it sounds like I'm not listening when I am or like I could give two shits, which sucks when you're trying to convince someone twice your age that you're not just sitting there for the money. holy crap, took a break from the blog to have some bed squeaking sex yeah baby. And I just got mushroom stamp on my forehead and jizz on my neck? What the fuck that's not what I ordered Well kiddies, if I'm funna (yeah, funna) go to the movies I gotta hit the sack. Mmm sack Night, one love! *deuces*

Today was a good day! Yay FINALLY! I haven't gone to bed yet, but I sat around a bit today, smoked with Cory <3, ate a really good bagel, took a shower and then we went to get qdoba. Ate food, walked around southridge mall while I found a buncha underwear I wanna buy for work (I'm a dork, I buy way more work clothes than regular clothes) and went home to get ready to go to work. Yep I was excited to go today! I had everything I needed clean and ready to go. I haven't missed a week of work in....uhm ever!! Unless I was out of town, which isn't really vacation because if I'm out of town I'm more than likely working at another club. So its weird to have that much spare time. I did jack shit the week I was home. Cory and I were both sick and both didn't work so we just sat around smoked watched movies ate really good food and then I'd probably end up on here at some point. Yeah way exciting I probably gained 10 lbs this week!! Anyways I was in a really great mood today, I had a good hair day and I was just feeling sexy! And of course I had to be running late because Niko needed a ride. Told her earlier in the afternoon if she needed a ride to call me, 5 o'clock rolls around and I hadn't heard from her I was assuming she had a ride. So just cleaned up a bit around the house and painted my fingernails. She calls at 5:15 saying she'll be at my house in like 15 mins. But she has kids so that took way longer than 15. She comes in my front door and we walk through my house, go out the back door and go in our car. 20 minutes late.bleh. 55 dollar house. bleh. tornado warnings. bleh. 8 guys and 18 girls. blehhhhh I thought work was going to suck suck suck. A guy I sat with for a half hour (not really by choice he recognized niko and i from another club we worked at together) gave me 5 dollars for my time. And he even stated that he knew my time was "valuable" but I was saved by the fact that I had to go on stage. When I get down I go on my tip walk and one of my customers is there and he's hangin with another girl, so I just tell him he'd better not be too busy later for me and that I'd see him in a bit. I sit with one of the owner's friends because he always smokes himself retarded and hands me $100 bills at a time. So that's like a blessing because I had about 55 dollars I had made before he gave me the $250 while I sat with him. He got up to go smoke in his car and I got up to see what Niko was doing and the bouncer came over and told me that my customer wanted me to come do rooms with him. So I was excited I did 2 hours of rooms and got 250 for doing nothing. I lucked out big time. I'm SO happy I made money today, I literally am broke, I really needed that 700 bucks that Cory's mom stole. I wish it would get better at work, but I do get lucky alot so I won't complain. I suppose I should get to bed, and try to fix my fucked up sleep schedule. Mwah!

Hah hah hah. Apparently Cory's mom is afraid of me now? Cory talked to her today and had it on speaker phone so I could hear what she had to say, but because she didn't know I wasn't listening she was like I couldn't believe how she acted when she came up into my room, she was so scary and just yelled at me and threatened to have me arrested and then slammed the door so hard I could barely get it open the next day and blah blah blah. I was biting my tongue to hold back the laughter. She continued with lame excuses of how she is always "cleaning up after you two" YEAH FUCKING RIGHT. Oh, wow. Hypocrite. She's always bitching about the dumbest things and acts like she is Miss fucking Mary Poppins and cleans the whole house, but she never does the dishes, and never cleans up her messes, she always leaves her tea bags on the counter. The only thing she ever does is clean the stove, which she dented somehow. That's the thing about her really...she either breaks something or she steals it. Or both, i.e. my car. Oi. Anyways back to what I was saying she said she was sick of cleaning up after us, and doing all kinds of things around the house that we don't appreciate. As I said previously YEAH FUCKING RIGHT. She does things that we don't want her to do and then she doesn't even finish the little projects or she half ass does them and expects us to praise her? She took down one of the older windows on our house because she wanted to repaint the frame, and then she left it outside for a week, didn't even repaint it or anything and it got cracked during a windstorm. She decided the wanted to repaint the hallway upstairs and primed the hallway half assed and it still looks like that. She insisted on painting the trim in our work out room and its only half finished. It's like what the hell are you doing, finish one project move onto the next. Or just don't do it at all whichever. I see sometimes that she means well but then she just doesn't care anymore or gets bored and she'll go watch tv. And the last thing that she said that was the icing on the cake for me....she said that I'm not a nice person. She said that there is nothing nice about me and I'm never nice to anyone. I was like WOW. ME? Not nice...ok I don't know if it's just me....but it feels like in my life I'm too nice to some people and they don't really give a hoot about me. I can be a bitch, sure but I have to have a reason for it. Cory and I were joking around the other day and I came up with my new motto talk shit, get hit. haha I'm kidding..or..am I? Anyways I felt that me yelling at her to begin with was out of character for me, but I was just THAT angry. So she acts like I'm a bitch all the time? Yeah right, most the time I don't say anything, I always thought: can't say anything nice, don't say anything at all. But whatever, I usually miss all the juicy fights between her and Cory. I'm either a) at work b) sleeping. I've found she doesn't like to fight in front of me, because I'll chime in if she's out of line. But I've never said anything crazy so I don't get it. Ah well, she had been staying at Cory's sister, Amy's house for the past few days and decided to come home when we were taking a nap. She basically ignored us, packed up a few things to put in her brother's truck that she borrowed. Until we were making grilled cheese sammiches with tomato soup, yum yum yum. She came into the kitchen to tell us she made popcorn for us? I just kept grillin mah cheese sammiches and then she snuck back upstairs. I just had to laugh, I was like "Cory, didn't she seem scared of me?" Ahh I hate her. She kept saying that maybe I should have had her arrested, because I was right she should be in jail and blah blah blah. She at least admitted to making up dumb excuses about every little thing she had done wrong. I was like zomg She said she wants to go to get her head examined and such. And the best part was when she was like so I guess this means I can't have my rummage sale at your house this weekend? Uhm haha hell no! Last rummage sale she had, Cory borrowed her money to buy the signs and other stuff she needed, she never paid us back, and we let her sell some of our stuff, and Cory's dad's things that he contributed to her rummage sale. She kept all of the money from it. She's just a bad person, since Cory and I have started dated (5 years ago) she has been screwing us over. She is in thousands of dollars in debt with all of Cory's siblings (2 brothers, 1 sister) and their families. His mom owes money to her siblings as well. I feel bad for Cory, he got stuck with crappy parents. Makes me feel good that I was lucky enough to have two good parents. Speaking of...my tattoos are healing wonderfully. Heres a really poor quality pic of my lovely bows.
I love them so much. Well I'm gonna watch some old episodes of friends haha. Toodles.

So Cory left a pile of money on the desk in our computer room that was all counted up and ready to be taken to the bank with a few checks on top of it for this month's bills that had to be paid and yesterday Cory was counting it again because we were getting ready to leave.....$700 is missing from the pile. Hmm, I didn't take it, Cory didn't take it....guess who took it? Yup, that's right kids his fucking mom stole seven hundred fucking dollars from us. She was gone all day, and called Cory at 11:30 to have him pick her up a few blocks away from the Casino. Cory had asked her why she took the money, she claims its to teach us a life lesson, not to leave our money laying around in case somebody broke into the house? What the fuck? I'm pretty sure his mom would steal something from us sooner than some random person breaking into our house. It would have made a better excuse had she took the whole stack of money, but she took $700 to teach us a lesson? Right, so she comes in the house and I'm making some dinner for us and she starts making herself a plate and trying to avoid the subject completely when we were both asking for the money back. Then she takes her food up in to her room while Cory and I go and eat in the living room. We decided that I was going to bitch her out because it would prove more of a point because basically it was my money she took. So I'm already pretty pissed while we're in the living room, but I'm not much for confrontation so I was kinda iffy about the whole thing, so I go up there and it went a little something like this:

Me: So...I'll take my money now.
Cunt: Um, it's in my bank account
Me: Why the FUCK is MY money in YOUR account?
Cunt: Well, I put it there when I took it on Monday.
Me: Why the FUCK is MY money in YOUR account?
Cunt: Well I...
Me: No, I want my money.
Cunt: You know you really shouldn't leave it laying around..
Me: NO! It is MY fucking house I will leave it wherever the fuck I want, and you are not one to try to give people life lessons about MONEY. All we've learned is that Cory can't even trust his own mother to not take his money.
Cunt: I'm sorry it'll never happen again.
Me: You're damn right it won't happen again, because if it does I'm calling the fucking cops.
Cunt: ok.
Me: I work hard to make that money, if you don't have it tomorrow you are OUT of here.
Cunt: I know you do, I'm sorry.

and then I slammed the door and went back downstairs shaking with anger.

....ok......that's really not how I handle things usually, I hate confrontation. But that bitch has got my blood boiling. I've never been that angry ever in my life, but it felt sooo good to yell at her. Where is she today? I'm not sure, she's probably at the casino trying to win more money. I hate her. HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE. Gah how could she do this to us? I haven't been to work at all this week and I neeeeeded that money, she still owes us rent money on top of that. Everything is just piling up, we haven't heard anything back from our insurance guy about the other driver which really scares me, because Cory was instructed by the Sheriff who was at the accident to get in his car so he could talk to the other driver. After being hit they both got out of the car and the other driver was screaming at Cory and his friend had to hold him back. We think that the other driver was drunk because they were coming from a Brewer's game. So Cory got in his car and called the cops, so the sheriff told him he'd talk to the guy. Cory has been trying to get ahold of the sheriff, no luck. My *sexy* insurance guy is trying to get ahold of the sheriff as well, we haven't heard from him though. The adjustor is supposedly on his way here to look at the damage on our car. Not enough to total it sadly, but I really hope the guy had insurance, and I really hope that he was drunk too. That would be so great for us, plus Cory had whiplash so he went to the doctor and everything, so I hope that they cover the costs of that. I still can barely hear, I hope that it's not permanent cuz I will cry. It's so weird living like this, I feel like my head is inside an empty fishbowl. It's all echo-ey and loud when I talk, but everything else is so faint and jumbled it sucks. How the hell am I supposed to go to work in a loud club if I can barely hear what people are saying? How am I going to make any money? Ugh I'm so stressed out. Oh and, this girl that I used to work with at another club who I hate got hired at the club I'm working at now. I'm pissed, she would always try to steal my customers and it pissed me off. Bleh. I think I want to fight someone, I've never been in a fight before so I'd probably get my ass whooped, or..I'd be so angry I'd beat the snot outta her. Who wants to fight me? I wish there was something I could say that would change this blog from an angry one to a happy one but I've got nothing...except for I just had close to the greatest sex ever and here's a pic of my dog:

So lets see I haven't updated in awhile these are a few things that have happened in the past week or so:

-Charlie learned a new trick, he can now "speak" on command yay! :o)
-My bf was driving and got rear ended
-My left eardrum ruptured and I have an ear infection in both of my ears.
- My parents loved my tattoos soo much they cried.
- Cory and I bought a new bong which we named Red Rocket...well mostly because it's red and it's from that southpark episode..hmm..

Hmmph...that's pretty much it, I'm in a lot of pain from my ears and it's making me crabbbby, but I thought I'd update anyways. Hopefully I'll feel better later today otherwise I'm going to miss yet another day of work Bedtime, night kiddies.

So I went to the shop today, the design I wanted wasn't going to work out on my back, because I wanted a cover up. So after being at the shop for like almost 8 hours I didn't get my back done. However I did end up with this:

Bleh! My friend is harder to get ahold of than anyone i've ever met. And I work with her! Ay yey yey. I didn't get inked this weekend, and it's really annoying. I haven't been this excited in awhile, it was nice having something to look forward to but I guess I shouldn't have gotten my hopes up. I swear, I'll never make "friends" whenever I want to hang out with people and make plans it never seems to come through. I guess I'm just lucky I have Cory. Anyways, I'm not about to leave this blog on a sad whiney note Boohoo. My best friend and lover,Cory and I are currently dancing to Ice Ice Baby by Vanilla Ice in our jammies! We're pretty baked right now, time to watch a movie. Leave me some love

PS:We're creepy dorks.