No holiday this year after all.
Fuck.
So, bad start to the year, after all. I had it in the back of my head that it would happen, but like a person in denial, I ignored it and tried to pretend like it would all be okay in the end... I won't linger on it this time. I shouldn't have gone back to that place, all it caused was pain and misery and lies. We both will be better off for it, but the going to take some time.
Everything aside from that is actually fine at the moment. Another job has opened up and I've saved a buckload of money I now get to spend... I'm long overdue a replacement for my old iPod touch, and since the new generation have come out they have become most appealing.
I'm going to see The Green Hornet this weekend with a couple of friends. First real outing since I was spiked before New Years'. I doubt I'll be drinking or put in any position like that again, but I have become rather... cautious now. And touching, I can't abide people touching me anymore.
That's about it for me, no (new) music to speak of, and I can't recall the last book I read, so that's that.
Have a nice day, ya'll!
Pokomo x
Fuck.
So, bad start to the year, after all. I had it in the back of my head that it would happen, but like a person in denial, I ignored it and tried to pretend like it would all be okay in the end... I won't linger on it this time. I shouldn't have gone back to that place, all it caused was pain and misery and lies. We both will be better off for it, but the going to take some time.
Everything aside from that is actually fine at the moment. Another job has opened up and I've saved a buckload of money I now get to spend... I'm long overdue a replacement for my old iPod touch, and since the new generation have come out they have become most appealing.
I'm going to see The Green Hornet this weekend with a couple of friends. First real outing since I was spiked before New Years'. I doubt I'll be drinking or put in any position like that again, but I have become rather... cautious now. And touching, I can't abide people touching me anymore.
That's about it for me, no (new) music to speak of, and I can't recall the last book I read, so that's that.
Have a nice day, ya'll!
Pokomo x