New year and I feel like I'm the only person who doesn't want to be "new". I love who I am and what i stand for.

I'm a total blog newb.....have no idea wtf I'm doing or suppose to be saying. With that said I'm just gonna ramble some random thoughts.

I want to be more social and actually make friends in ohio, I've lived here for 2 years and have yet to really make a legit friend. I never would of thought it would be so hard to make friends at this age...Maybe its just me? Maybe I'm "unapproachable" I hardly think that, I feel like I'm a good person and I'm incredible humble and easy to get to know.

I was just home sweet home in Baltimore, MD for NYE coming back to ohio is odd this time, i loved the snowy drive, love seeing the mountains covered in snow. I cant pin point what it was but its odd....maybe even incomplete. Oh well its in the past i cant dwell on it and keep wondering.

And lastly an ex of mine contacted me on facebook today....was weird as hell talking to her. I cant say for sure if its just weirdness or me being a horrible person but its hard to believe someone I was with for 5 years is a total stranger again.