"The country needs and, unless I am mistake it's temper,
the country demands bold, persistent experimentation.

It is common sense to take a method and try it,
if it fails, admit it and try another. But above all, try something."

– Theodore Roosevelt

what I have learned from the past week:

the heart is a tempst. devoted for a lifetime of breaths and smashed with a stroke of bent truths. physical pain passes, but the memory of it's causes endure. the choice of living like this is one's own.

when it's time to move on, then that's it. there it is.

it's a reinvention evolving and unfolding.

start of the week : panic.
mid-week 1 : surprise, sweetness.
mid-week 2 : relief.
mid-week 3 : offensive gossip, mistrust, pain, fear, er...
end of week : soul mate found. (?)

week to come: entering the unknown. and not so ready. but not ready to give up.

Thinks the best thing in life is to say hell with it and get on the open road.

is at a loss.
a great man who i had the honor of working with passed away today.

good night Les.

has the dharma blues.

lonely, but no pity for myself.
quiet, with contemplation in flame sitting on my crown.
waiting, for my mind to cool itself.

finds the midpoint refreshing.

new view.
new love.
new courage.
new breath.
new voice.
new passion.

i've spent the last two days throwing a lot of pent of mental energy into my yard. it's been beautiful out and it's so nice to have an outlet after months pf being pent up inside.

there's more work to do.

both inside and ouside.

didn't see it coming.
is as confused as she was before.

Goodbye Blue Monday.