Posting is clear, but hopefully the return will be a little sweeter than bitter. Only real hobby I have to my name is to dance until I sweat my ass off, only to progress even though I'm nearing the age of 29. Certain things are coming to a change, especially my attitude towards life's big questions. I will no longer be landing on my knees for any girl first of all due to the afflictions of my own heart. I guess God doesn't want me to have a family or rather the opposite sex are never really ready for the real thing. Ahh well, whatevs. *shrugs* Other letdowns are to include friends letting go of themselves in the wrong direction. I am no longer living in the glorious 5 bedroom party house. I will be more than likely this time around to be staying in a place by myself. The outcome of certain situations lead to this, and by far it's probably better this way. I've came to a fork in the road to how my life is going to be lead.. Do I continue to keep trying or not? Wishing I could change things I have done in the past to have a better conclusion to certain things I've tended to ignore. My fault. I can't get rid of the nice and heartfelt side of me, but I can sure build up the asshole. Especially learning the trait being in the good ole' military. Ahh, the good news is I'm getting a sleeve tattoo done when I get back, awesomely ninja like if you ask me. Also a piercing I have to hide somehow. I will also be getting my car finished up with the tune up to the management system and a dyno done. Might be getting a paint job done due to the mistreatment of it being put outside the garage, etc. Awesome friends! pFFT. I hope to see and party with anyone would would oblige me, cause my time is running out and I have one more deployment left in my years to come.

Posting is clear, but hopefully the return will be a little sweeter than bitter. Only real hobby I have to my name is to dance until I sweat my ass off, only to progress even though I'm nearing the age of 29. Certain things are coming to a change, especially my attitude towards life's big questions. I will no longer be landing on my knees for any girl first of all due to the afflictions of my own heart. I guess God doesn't want me to have a family or rather the opposite sex are never really ready for the real thing. Ahh well, whatevs. *shrugs* Other letdowns are to include friends letting go of themselves in the wrong direction. I am no longer living in the glorious 5 bedroom party house. I will be more than likely this time around to be staying in a place by myself. The outcome of certain situations lead to this, and by far it's probably better this way. I've came to a fork in the road to how my life is going to be lead.. Do I continue to keep trying or not? Wishing I could change things I have done in the past to have a better conclusion to certain things I've tended to ignore. My fault. I can't get rid of the nice and heartfelt side of me, but I can sure build up the asshole. Especially learning the trait being in the good ole' military. Ahh, the good news is I'm getting a sleeve tattoo done when I get back, awesomely ninja like if you ask me. Also a piercing I have to hide somehow. I will also be getting my car finished up with the tune up to the management system and a dyno done. Might be getting a paint job done due to the mistreatment of it being put outside the garage, etc. Awesome friends! pFFT. I hope to see and party with anyone would would oblige me, cause my time is running out and I have one more deployment left in my years to come.