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JUNE 15, 2008 @ 02:16 PM | 10 COMMENTS

Little girl, why do you cry?
Come closer and trust me,
i'm going to help you, I know what you need.
Now take off your clothes
What do you fear? trust me, i know what you need.

The others neglected you, disapointed you, humiliated you
And you are all alone.
But not anymore
I am here, and i'll be there always.
If you do what i want.
You are worth nothing, you can only fail
Take of your clothes and do what i want.
I know what you need.
You are not alone anymore
and you belong to me
I'll be there always, i will never leave you.
Now that you know me,
I'm going to teach you,
you are not going to leave me so easily
I'm going to teach you how to hate me
Stop crying now, you're not a girl
I'm going to teach you how to be a woman
I am your only friend, and your worst enemy,
you could never forget me,
i am a part of you now
it's for life
i'll be there always
JUNE 13, 2008 @ 01:50 AM | 13 COMMENTS

Hello SG world
I have a gig on sunday at 5pm in paris...it's FREEEEEE!!!
the adress is:
LA FELINE
6 rue Victor Letalle (Paris 20, M°Ménilmontant)

MY BAND:
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Please also leave me love on my 2 sets in the hopefull!!
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zoom imageeloine-Marquise

And to finish, my website:

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MAY 29, 2008 @ 12:48 PM | 15 COMMENTS

Little doll
so lost
they looked at her so much
they broke her

They said they loved her
they said they wanted to protect her
but they locked her away
locked her in a jail made of gold

Her heart, they trampled
Her body, they mutilated, exposed
Her soul they slaughtered

Little doll
She is so lost, so lost
She was locked away so long
Her soul, remains none
Now she forgot
She forgot how to think
She forgot how to dream

She forgot or she never knew
after all, she is just an empty plastic doll
she forgot she can't be loved

SPOILERS! (Click to view)

french version:

Petite poupée
Si perdue
à force de la regarder
ils l'ont abîmée

Ils disaient l'aimer
is disaient vouloir la protéger
mais ils l'ont enfermée
enfermée dans une prison dorée

Son coeur, ils l'ont piétiné
Son corps, ils l'ont mutilé, exhibé
Son âme, ils l'ont abattue

Petite poupée
qui est si perdue
si perdue
Elle a été enfermée trop longtemps
Son âme, elle n'en a plus
et maintenant elle a oublié
Comment on fait pour penser
Comment on fait pour rêver

Elle a oublié ou elle n'a jamais su
Après tout elle est rien qu'une poupée vide en plastique
Elle a oublié qu'elle ne peut être aimée



please send me sweet comments on my hopefull set!!!

MAY 25, 2008 @ 10:28 AM | 15 COMMENTS

an other try in English this time (hope i don't make mistakes):

You believe me young, beautiful and fresh,
You think I have my life before me
But if you come closer
You'll see (I am not what i seem to be)

You'll see that my body is so rotten from the inside
that life escapes, leaving only that rottenness I try to hide, infesting me

You'll see my smile does not smile to life
but to the death that guide each of my steps
My eyes does not shine happinness
but are blinded by tears of hate, of disgust

you'll see that my too short skirts are just an illusion of that false youth and naivete,
you try to take advantage of
that all my efforts to remain a pure little girl were in vain
and i feel so dirty, so old and useless now

You'll see i suffer so much from my hatred, that i hurt myself
So you can punish me too, i don't feel anything anymore at all

You'll see if i avoid your gaze
it is because i am ashamed of what i am
and i fear what i see in your eyes

So you 'll say to yourself
that you don't want to waste time with me
as you live, and you have your life before you
that i have no reason to complain
and i would continue my path all alone, without you
hoping that one day you will understand
and take me in your arms, give me your hand
coz i have nothing more to live now
except only that.

(thanks to soix for helping me to translate it)


and as usual:
leave me love on my hopefull set!!
MAY 25, 2008 @ 06:55 AM | 15 COMMENTS

Tu me crois jeune, belle et fraîche,
Tu crois que j'ai la vie devant moi
Mais si tu t'approches de plus près,
Tu verras (je suis pas ce que tu crois)

Tu verras que mon corps est si pourri de l'intérieur
que la vie s'en échappe, ne laissant que cette pourriture m'envahir et que je tente de camoufler

Tu verras que mon sourire ne sourit pas à la vie
mais à la mort qui guide chacun de mes pas
Mes yeux ne brillent pas de bonheur
mais sont remplis de larmes de haine, de dégout

Tu verras que mes jupes trop courtes ne sont que l'illusion de ma fausse jeunesse et naïveté dont tu essayes de profiter
que tous mes efforts pour rester une petite fille pure n'auront servi à rien
Et je me sens si sale, si vieille et inutile à présent.

Tu verras que j'ai si mal à force de haïr que je me fais mal à moi même
alors tu peux me punir aussi, je ne sentirais plus rien

Tu verras que si je te fuis du regard c'est parce que j'ai honte de ce que je suis
et j'ai peur de ce que je vois dans tes yeux

Alors tu te diras que tu n'as pas envie de perdre de temps avec moi
que toi tu vis et tu as la vie devant toi
que je n'ai pas de raison à me plaindre comme ça
et je continuerais ma route seule , sans toi
En espérant que peut être un jour tu comprendras
et tu me prendras dans tes bras
et me donneras ta main
Car moi j'ai plus rien à vivre à présent
à part juste ça.

Sorry i did not feel writing in English today...
I will try to translate it some other time

and don't forget to send me love on my hopefull set:

eloine-marquise
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