i had the bestest weekened...
it involved finally meeting the infamous and wonderful demolitionkitten & strawbettie! Those girls are definately the cat's meow...
saturn was also there, and it was really good catching up with her...
we gossiped and laughed...we all has a great time i think...
the midwest breeds some cute stuff...we are all proof of that!
it involved finally meeting the infamous and wonderful demolitionkitten & strawbettie! Those girls are definately the cat's meow...
saturn was also there, and it was really good catching up with her...
we gossiped and laughed...we all has a great time i think...
the midwest breeds some cute stuff...we are all proof of that!
i feel like a hefer today..
oink oink bitch!
i realize the reference is for a moo cow...but i don't give a fuck!
oink oink bitch!
i realize the reference is for a moo cow...but i don't give a fuck!
The drama of my life includes the following:
1) finishing 3 incompletes from last quarter
2) registering for 5 classes for next quarter
3) having missed substansial amounts of school due to my back being royally fucked...I am making up tons of work!
4) I think I am depressed & overwhelmed because I just keep putting everything off.
5) Having no money sucks!
6) Having no one to cuddle sucks...
7) Liking everyone who doesn't like me back...well that just sucks too...
I would really like to blow something up right now...
maybe i'll buy a rocket today
i am so
right now
1) finishing 3 incompletes from last quarter
2) registering for 5 classes for next quarter
3) having missed substansial amounts of school due to my back being royally fucked...I am making up tons of work!
4) I think I am depressed & overwhelmed because I just keep putting everything off.
5) Having no money sucks!
6) Having no one to cuddle sucks...
7) Liking everyone who doesn't like me back...well that just sucks too...
I would really like to blow something up right now...
maybe i'll buy a rocket today
i am so
right now my girly is leaving...
this site keeps loosing interest for me every day...
although i love the girls here...
i can't help but figure i need to do better things with my time than surf their naked bodies!
what the hell!
everyone i love here keeps going away....
maybe it's time to grow up!
this site keeps loosing interest for me every day...
although i love the girls here...
i can't help but figure i need to do better things with my time than surf their naked bodies!
what the hell!
everyone i love here keeps going away....
maybe it's time to grow up!
so i think i might be the best and worst at stalking out boys...
the past couple of days have been full of cute members of the opposite sex...
i can't even get over it!
now i remember why chicago is such a great place..
now i gotta get together some clevage...i mean courage
and talk to some of them...
hahahaha boys make my head spin...definately not in a
way and more in a 
way
the past couple of days have been full of cute members of the opposite sex...
i can't even get over it!
now i remember why chicago is such a great place..
now i gotta get together some clevage...i mean courage
and talk to some of them...hahahaha boys make my head spin...definately not in a
way and more in a way so i was kind of depressed about this thing called valentines day...
depressed enough to call it things like veedee day and what not...
but i started reading peoples entries and realizing that it doesn't have to be about being in love with someone...but can easily be about loving anyone...friends, family, puppies, kitties...etc...
so then i'm like FUCK this depressed shit...
I ain't got time to be all depressed and shit...
I'm currently a little overwhelmed in school and a little overwhelmed financially....
So when it comes to being in love with someone...that's one less thing I have to be overwhelmed with...
besides...that particular person told me yesterday he wasn't in love with me anyways...heartbreaking? yes...but I always push on
depressed enough to call it things like veedee day and what not...
but i started reading peoples entries and realizing that it doesn't have to be about being in love with someone...but can easily be about loving anyone...friends, family, puppies, kitties...etc...
so then i'm like FUCK this depressed shit...
I ain't got time to be all depressed and shit...
I'm currently a little overwhelmed in school and a little overwhelmed financially....
So when it comes to being in love with someone...that's one less thing I have to be overwhelmed with...
besides...that particular person told me yesterday he wasn't in love with me anyways...heartbreaking? yes...but I always push on
out of service
i need some time to think and so i won't be very active for a little while...
my life is starting to repeat itself and i need a little sanity check..
p.s. i am doing a major overhaul of my friends list...if you want to stay here..you best make an effort, unless you already do...and you know who you are
i need some time to think and so i won't be very active for a little while...
my life is starting to repeat itself and i need a little sanity check..
p.s. i am doing a major overhaul of my friends list...if you want to stay here..you best make an effort, unless you already do...and you know who you are
its friggin about to snow 8 inches and i found myself buying a swimsuit...
it's all about being ahead of the game...
and wishful thinking...
plus who can say no to red stripes!
no sane girl!
it's all about being ahead of the game...
and wishful thinking...
plus who can say no to red stripes!
no sane girl!
i think i am lacking one key aspect to life...
MOTIVATION
it's like it comes and goes...and right now it has left the damn building...
this past week has me thinking all kind of weird things...
like what if?
and what should i do?
should i wait?
should i say fuck it?
the only thing i can say for sure is that i never know what is going on...
it's like i used to be so good at reading people...
now all i can do is look at them and wonder...
slowly and slowly i feel like i'm loosing everything i used to know about myself...things that all seemed so simple now seem soooo complicated...
i guess part of growing up is seeing yourself in different lights...in different contexts...in different settings...
the more i look at myself the more i don't recognize things about me...or maybe its more i dont want to feel like i am changing...but i am changing so much...so much mentally...
a month has passed into this new year...i had a good plan for this year...everything so positive...everything so perfect...
i have no idea where that plan went...or where i'm headed...
MOTIVATION
it's like it comes and goes...and right now it has left the damn building...
this past week has me thinking all kind of weird things...
like what if?
and what should i do?
should i wait?
should i say fuck it?
the only thing i can say for sure is that i never know what is going on...
it's like i used to be so good at reading people...
now all i can do is look at them and wonder...
slowly and slowly i feel like i'm loosing everything i used to know about myself...things that all seemed so simple now seem soooo complicated...
i guess part of growing up is seeing yourself in different lights...in different contexts...in different settings...
the more i look at myself the more i don't recognize things about me...or maybe its more i dont want to feel like i am changing...but i am changing so much...so much mentally...
a month has passed into this new year...i had a good plan for this year...everything so positive...everything so perfect...
i have no idea where that plan went...or where i'm headed...
