god building a barn sucks!!!!! If anyone wants you to make one tell em noooo. I don't get a choice though.... My grandfather is building one in my backyard for storage and it is wayyyyy to big, 8x8x15 and we are doing the roof now which is a huge pain. We just had a huge rainstorm so the dirt is still mud and I am soooooooo sick with a head cold, my co-workers gave it to me.....blah I feel like crap....



UPDATE:

My brains still meltiinnggggg, every hour of this heat I loose an IQ point......

I love this comicstrip!!!!! little bitches of the sea indeed!!!

So ya weird day now, so I get a call on my cell about an hour ago and its from a restricted number, I only know of three phones that show up restricted on my cell, my ex's house, my house, and an old co-workers cell that died last year. So I figure it is my ex so I ignore the call, then my home phone rings and I'm thinking ok she's persistent today (no one has my home phone number except her and a few others from my past), so I pick up. Turns out it's my old co-workers brother and today is the one year anniversary since his death and he was calling everyone in his brothers cell phone address book. It hit me pretty hard, I have been working at the same comic store for 14 years now, my co-workers are pretty much family. I have always been ok with death, I have lost a lot of friends over the years, way to many to keep track and I feel the lose but but beyond that not much. My store has something of a curse attached to it, basically at least once a year either a co-worker or long term customer dies, this last co-worker was named Paul. The co-worker before that was named Gil he was like a father to me.

Anyways it all got me thinking, if I die what memory will I leave??? will someone call all the people in my cell phones phonebook a year after I die? I doubt it. I have always believed that the only way to live forever is to make a lasting impact on others and to live on in their memories. From ages 17-22 I did that, I helped change many lives, I got people off drugs, I helped people that were depressed, I raised children and teens, I helped homeless teens get off the streets, I influced lives, I was well known. I lost that, I left my friends behind and left behind my old life, now I have two friends, I shun most of my family, and the woman I was supposed to spend the rest of my life with won't even come to my funeral (she hates them). I won't be remembered for anything, I'm just that guy on that website, that guy that helped me with that comic book, that guy that used to teach one of my classes. I need to change that, I need to start making a difference again, and it has to start soon.

1201 DVDs in my collection whoooooooooooooooohooooooooooo!!!!!!!!!!!

**dance dance** **dance dance**

ok just finished watching a super crazy movie called Edmond. About a month ago I saw the trailer for it and I loved it so I went out and bought the dvd and I just got around to watching it. It has William H. Macy, Julia Stiles, Ling Bai, Denise Richards, Mena Suvari, and Bokeem Woodbine. The movie is completely crazy but wow Macy gave an awesome performance.

god I am soooo tired, no clue why I slept 14 hours yesterday and I have only been up for 13 hours now and I am barely conscious. My amount of sleep since last weekend has been insane and I really don't get it. Any doctors around??? I'm guessing it might be depression related but I don't think I am depressed really, I'm gonna try and vary my diet a bit more, its possible my body isn't getting enough of what it needs and it's lowering my energy or somethin. Gonna go get some groceries in a couple hours and watch Haven.

Movies watched in the past three days:
Black Mask 2
Code Red
Employee of the Month (4 times)
Wedding Singer
All Saints Day
Grendel
Baseketball
Bulletproof
Catch Me If You Can
Edmond

Next up:
Haven
Punisher Extended Cut
Talladega Nights (again and again)
Crank
Castaway
Jersey Girl
Anaconda
The One
The Protector

UPDATE:
ok feeling much better now, just took an extremely long hot shower, thuroughly washed my hair and now its all gelled up and I'm wide awake yay!!!

So ya I redecorated this past weekend, I used all four new bookcases I got and redid my room, I have crazy amounts of space now. I evicted my rooms mouse too, I moved out an old little bookcase and I found him sleeping underneath it in his nest and I was like hey wake up mouse this is my house get out shoo shoo and I chased him out my door into my roommates part of the house. Ya thats right thats how I roll, that asshole cut the power to my room for a month so this is my wrath!!!! So now instead of the mouse stealing my little knives he can steal my roommates bullets and pee on his ugly guns

When cleaning out my walk-in closet that I converted into a bed area I got bit by a black widow though and I think my old body can't handle the venom like it used to so I have been sleeping waayyyyyy to much the past couple of days, and my brain is having trouble working, and I haven't been hungry, and I'm drinking a whole lot, and I'm super sore all over, and I have no energy.... BOO!!!!!!

I just barely finished my final paper that was due tonight, three hours for an eight page paper isn't bad. So now I got like two days before I have anymore work to do for school so I can relax a little.

I plan on getting one more bookcase maybe tomorrow to put my dvds in and then I will take photos of my whole room to post

Time to relax some more and eat some food.

Ok I'm heading off to see Pan's Labyrinth, if any locals want to see the movie please come and save me from having to watch it alone with my boss!!!! It is playing at the Ken at 9:45 tickets are $9.50 I think. If you go I am wearing black spants, light gray shirt, and gray sweatshirt.

Well, just saw my first movie and second movie of the year in theaters

First off Children of Men was phenomenal and having that as my first movie of the year was perfect, I am so glad it was my first. If you do get a chance to see it please do and watch the little details they really make the movie. Right after Children of Men I saw Night at the Museum and god it was awesome, it starts a little slow but man does it get good. The monkey pee's on hhiiiiiiimmmmmmmmmm!!!!!

yay I finally got more bookcases!!!!! four more huge ones to fill with all my stuff that is just stacked in piles all over the floor weeeeeeee. thousands of books, trades, magazines, manga, and dvd's now have a home!!!!!

yeah I found out I lost one of my jobs, tomorrow is officially my last day.... (mall job not the comic store) So basically I lost my paying job.... Damn boss didn't give us any real warning, just four days notice until they are closing the kiosk. I can deal with it but my mother ran the place and she needed that job. Basically she ran the place by herself and so she could have a day off each week I worked it for her for food money. blahhhhh, I was already having difficulty finding a new job (going on five months now) and now I got no side income to keep me from starving.... Time to try harder, I might have to give in and sell out and become a Best Buy Geek Squad member..... god I didn't want that but thats the only place I can convince to hire me...

YAY!!! finally finished Need For Speed:Carbon, total time probably around twenty hours spread over the past month. Finally put that smug bastard Darius in his place The Aston Martin DB9, Mazda RX-8, and Corvette Z06 were not up to the task I had to buy a Mitsubishi Lancer Evo IX MR-Edition I figured out how to get the photo's I took of my cars in the game so here they are...