IPOD
RADIO
- im sick. im nose was running like a fountain during vascular plants and my head huurts.
- surgery on friday
- i loves ovechkin. i LOVES him
- sens and leafs tomarrow
- what a stupid label to stamp on a bottle of water:
"... exp sep2008..."
- surgery on friday
- i loves ovechkin. i LOVES him
- sens and leafs tomarrow
- what a stupid label to stamp on a bottle of water:
"... exp sep2008..."
on october 16 there will be a hearing at the crtc head office in quebec about YTVs application to take over a new station playing exclusively anime content. content, geared toward 18+.
this. fucking. rocks.
this. fucking. rocks.
finally back in action. if there is a hell, it must not have cable OR net. being seperated from both for 25 days was horrible.
my heads sick again, which isnt anything new. what was new tho was the aggression it came back with. usually in these "remissions" or "episodes" this illness has been a lot more passive, just a whisper. last night tho i had to really fight to keep in control. such aggressive attacks arent uncommon, if theyre short lived, but last nights must have lasted for hours. it felt like it, but i had bigger concerns than keeping track of time. its refreshing knowing im still well enough to not give in. i hope i dont need meds. ive always refused them (other than little depressants for adhd) because i dont want them warping my mind. ive always been pretty stable.
schools been going well. i had my first test on friday (in calculas :shudder) and think i did surprisingly well. i wont know for sure until friday tho when we get them back. also theres this cute girl in 3 of my classes AND all 3 of my labs. i even sit beside her in one. for anyone else this would be cool, if those anyone elses werent schizoid too. as such im pretty sure nothing will come of this. ive met a couple nice guys too, ones im indiferent to be in the company of. i dont think i thought anything negative when ran into each of them recently. i dont meet many people like that. my physics lab partner ISNT one of those few. that guy annoys me.
2 weeks until my jaw gets cut open again.
my heads sick again, which isnt anything new. what was new tho was the aggression it came back with. usually in these "remissions" or "episodes" this illness has been a lot more passive, just a whisper. last night tho i had to really fight to keep in control. such aggressive attacks arent uncommon, if theyre short lived, but last nights must have lasted for hours. it felt like it, but i had bigger concerns than keeping track of time. its refreshing knowing im still well enough to not give in. i hope i dont need meds. ive always refused them (other than little depressants for adhd) because i dont want them warping my mind. ive always been pretty stable.
schools been going well. i had my first test on friday (in calculas :shudder) and think i did surprisingly well. i wont know for sure until friday tho when we get them back. also theres this cute girl in 3 of my classes AND all 3 of my labs. i even sit beside her in one. for anyone else this would be cool, if those anyone elses werent schizoid too. as such im pretty sure nothing will come of this. ive met a couple nice guys too, ones im indiferent to be in the company of. i dont think i thought anything negative when ran into each of them recently. i dont meet many people like that. my physics lab partner ISNT one of those few. that guy annoys me.
2 weeks until my jaw gets cut open again.
back to sudbury tomarrow. at least this time my place rocks.
ill mis you toronto!!
...dunno when ill have internet again.
ill mis you toronto!!
...dunno when ill have internet again.
family values
- was waiting for Martini at the totally wrong place.
- 10 years kicked ass, even tho they didnt do prey.
- deadsy kicked ass. the music was alright but how many bands hang out on the floor and give out posters/stickers and sign autographs for an hour after their set??
- flyleaf kicked ass. and the singers fucking hot.
- the singer from direngry was so drunk. 1 minute into the first song he fell to the ground. a minute later he got up and hurled (1 of 3 times during the set). he may also have been the smallest male i ever did see.
- stone sour kicked ass. corey taylor was my favorite part of the night. ill be seeing them again in january.
- jon davis drenched us with a fire house, head to toe, 3 times. Martini didnt like that.
in other news
- surgery on oct 6.
- back to sudbury on friday.
- im cold and my head is killing me. im also a little hungry.
- was waiting for Martini at the totally wrong place.
- 10 years kicked ass, even tho they didnt do prey.
- deadsy kicked ass. the music was alright but how many bands hang out on the floor and give out posters/stickers and sign autographs for an hour after their set??
- flyleaf kicked ass. and the singers fucking hot.
- the singer from direngry was so drunk. 1 minute into the first song he fell to the ground. a minute later he got up and hurled (1 of 3 times during the set). he may also have been the smallest male i ever did see.
- stone sour kicked ass. corey taylor was my favorite part of the night. ill be seeing them again in january.
- jon davis drenched us with a fire house, head to toe, 3 times. Martini didnt like that.
in other news
- surgery on oct 6.
- back to sudbury on friday.
- im cold and my head is killing me. im also a little hungry.
i traded paint with some dumbass on the 401 last night.
check your blindspot when you change lanes people!!!
check your blindspot when you change lanes people!!!
- job placement agencies suck
- im moving back to sudbury in three weeks and still havent found a place to live. i just know im going to end up in some horrable dungeon. im heading up tomarrow and hopfully ill be back soon with a place secure.
- i really hate being in small towns.
- i still need to get my doc to hook me up with some sleep meds. insomnia royally messed up university last year.
- im going to try kicking alcohol and go straight edge again.
- when i was about 14 i got my jaw shattered getting hit with a 2'4. i had surgury and saw an orthodontist for like 4 years after and lost like 5 teeth. on the 24th im going for a consoltation about more surgury and losing more teeth.
- family values on the 28th!!
"we weep for the birds cry, but not for the blood of a fish."
- im moving back to sudbury in three weeks and still havent found a place to live. i just know im going to end up in some horrable dungeon. im heading up tomarrow and hopfully ill be back soon with a place secure.
- i really hate being in small towns.
- i still need to get my doc to hook me up with some sleep meds. insomnia royally messed up university last year.
- im going to try kicking alcohol and go straight edge again.
- when i was about 14 i got my jaw shattered getting hit with a 2'4. i had surgury and saw an orthodontist for like 4 years after and lost like 5 teeth. on the 24th im going for a consoltation about more surgury and losing more teeth.
- family values on the 28th!!
"we weep for the birds cry, but not for the blood of a fish."
"a boat beneath a sunny sky
lingering onward dreamily
in an evening of july
children three that nestle near
eager eye and willing ear
pleased a simple tale to hear
long has paled that sunny sky
echos fade and memories die
autumn frosts have slain july
still she haunts me, phantomwise
alice moving under skies
never seen by waking eyes
children yet, the tale to hear
eager eye and willing ear
lovingly shall nestle near
in a wonderland they lie
dreaming as the days go by
dreaming as the summers die
ever drifting down the stream
lingering in the golden gleam
life is nothing but a dream"
-lewis carrol
from "alice in wonderland"
"through me the way into the suffering city,
through me the way to the eternal pain,
through me the way that runs among the lost.
justice urged on my high artificer
my maker was divine authority
the highest wisdom, and the primal love
before me nothing but eternal things were made,
and i endure eternally.
abandon every hope, who enter here."
-dante alighieri
from "the inferno" (aka. dante's inferno)
i love the classics
lingering onward dreamily
in an evening of july
children three that nestle near
eager eye and willing ear
pleased a simple tale to hear
long has paled that sunny sky
echos fade and memories die
autumn frosts have slain july
still she haunts me, phantomwise
alice moving under skies
never seen by waking eyes
children yet, the tale to hear
eager eye and willing ear
lovingly shall nestle near
in a wonderland they lie
dreaming as the days go by
dreaming as the summers die
ever drifting down the stream
lingering in the golden gleam
life is nothing but a dream"
-lewis carrol
from "alice in wonderland"
"through me the way into the suffering city,
through me the way to the eternal pain,
through me the way that runs among the lost.
justice urged on my high artificer
my maker was divine authority
the highest wisdom, and the primal love
before me nothing but eternal things were made,
and i endure eternally.
abandon every hope, who enter here."
-dante alighieri
from "the inferno" (aka. dante's inferno)
i love the classics
OMFG!!!!
korn
deftones
stonesour
+direngry
+fly leaf
the family values show was going to totally fucking rock...
korn
deftones
stonesour
+direngry
+fly leaf
the family values show was going to totally fucking rock...
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