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im a fucking idiot.
laurentian offers 2 physics courses, 1207 and 1007. for my program i need 1007, which, since its a lower number, i assumed was the easier one, which is the one i enrolled in. 1207 is the easier one, which is the one im taking, which is useless for me. i cant even use it as an elective. to make things better, if had enrolled in the right course id be chilling with noa all day almost everyday. hurray stupidity.
laurentian offers 2 physics courses, 1207 and 1007. for my program i need 1007, which, since its a lower number, i assumed was the easier one, which is the one i enrolled in. 1207 is the easier one, which is the one im taking, which is useless for me. i cant even use it as an elective. to make things better, if had enrolled in the right course id be chilling with noa all day almost everyday. hurray stupidity.
- did about 8hrs worth of homework today just reviewing chemistry.
- plan on studying for a midterm i have on monday all day tomarrow.
- one of the side effects of the meds im on is dry skin/mouth. since about thursday my hands have been so dry theyre cracking and bleeding. im seeing my doc during my study break (week after next) about getting taken off them. until then, i know its probably not the best thing to do but im cutting way back on them.
- i need food and clean laundry.
- doa4 is calling my name.
- plan on studying for a midterm i have on monday all day tomarrow.
- one of the side effects of the meds im on is dry skin/mouth. since about thursday my hands have been so dry theyre cracking and bleeding. im seeing my doc during my study break (week after next) about getting taken off them. until then, i know its probably not the best thing to do but im cutting way back on them.
- i need food and clean laundry.
- doa4 is calling my name.
- im rediscovering my love of silverchair.
- my tattoo is almost healed enough to get it touched up. overall its done well but has really faded right on my elbow. my camera seems to have run away otherwise id get some pics up.
- why the fuck would 3 different places have "hiring" signs in the window and NOT call me after having dropped off resumes??!!
- one of the courses im taking this year is "aspects of human sexuality". i thought itd be psychological aspects, hormone stuff, developement, and things like that. instead, we might as well be studying the kama sutra. chapters in the textbook include: private, solitary pleasuring; shared pleasuring; enhansing pleasure (that ones about sex toys)... basically, if its possible to get-off on something, its in this book complete with drawings, pictures, detailed explanations, lists of pros and cons and comparisons. why would a university course teach you how to find a girls g-spot???
- i gots to get some food tomarrow. and do laundry.
- my ipod broke again. the hard drive's gone for the 2nd time and i just replaced the battery 2 months ago. instead of shelling out $120 for a new drive i may just get a new video model.
- i love spectrogel. you wouldnt believe how soft my face feels.
- i asked noa out. she shot me down.
- my tattoo is almost healed enough to get it touched up. overall its done well but has really faded right on my elbow. my camera seems to have run away otherwise id get some pics up.
- why the fuck would 3 different places have "hiring" signs in the window and NOT call me after having dropped off resumes??!!
- one of the courses im taking this year is "aspects of human sexuality". i thought itd be psychological aspects, hormone stuff, developement, and things like that. instead, we might as well be studying the kama sutra. chapters in the textbook include: private, solitary pleasuring; shared pleasuring; enhansing pleasure (that ones about sex toys)... basically, if its possible to get-off on something, its in this book complete with drawings, pictures, detailed explanations, lists of pros and cons and comparisons. why would a university course teach you how to find a girls g-spot???
- i gots to get some food tomarrow. and do laundry.
- my ipod broke again. the hard drive's gone for the 2nd time and i just replaced the battery 2 months ago. instead of shelling out $120 for a new drive i may just get a new video model.
- i love spectrogel. you wouldnt believe how soft my face feels.
- i asked noa out. she shot me down.
look whos back
- i felt i could use a familiar ground. a panic attack and psychotic episode have been kicking my ass for about 6hrs now. im too tired to hold back so ahead may be some things id never mention in stronger states
- dropped off a resume at one place today. i hope i get hired. i went to drop off a 2nd down the street but they were closed.
- last year i met a girl named noa and developed an instant crush on her but hardly ever saw her. shes in a few of my classes now and we've been talking tonnes, and she always sits behind me in chemistry. late last semester i found out she and her boyfriend broke up, and from the looks of things it seems she still single. i was going to ask her out today but she wasnt feeling well so i left her alone to hurl after class. i dunno how my chances are. shes said she likes a shirt, some shoes and pants different times which seems like quite a few compliments, but she ignores me often to chill with her friends. last monday was one such day and i was so jealous i got my elbow tattood just so shed notice me a little (its a rocking spider web with green shadows). it worked and she was very impressed the next day. its not healing so well though so ive been keeping it covered (ironic huh?). once it heals more im going to get it redone.
- on tuesday i have an essay outline and a research report due. the essay outline needs to be 1/2pg, but it needs to describe what our 12-14pg essay is going to be about. not only do i have no ideas what to write 12 pages about but i also dont even have the textbook yet for the course so i cant do any work on it over the weekend. the bookstore is sending all the books back on monday, but if i get there bright and early i should be able to pick one up before they leave. i know ive put it off a while but moneys tight. the research report is a bit easier, just 2 pgs about diabetes for genetics. but in an instant of sheer genius i threw out the paper that says what we need to write about (diagnosis, symptoms....) so on monday ill have to do the essay outline AND find someone to get what we're supposed to write about off, AND write that report.
- the above 2 pts played a major role in waking the fucking voices in my head that wont shut the fuck up.
- i plan on asking noa out the next time i get her alone. i large part of me doesnt want to because im not used to dealing with people. its thought schizoid is caused by never feeling close to anyone in your life, which leads to schizophrenia which is why i have it. now all of a sudden being close to someone seems overwhelming. as much as i like her ive never trusted anyone and that will take a lot of getting used to. besides, i wouldnt be surprised if she runs off when she found out im sick. shes kinda morbid too and into horror. im gonna give her a little zombie teddy bear on valentines day.
- i also have tons of notes i need to catch up on
- 2 weeks till i see my doc again. im gonna see about getting off these meds cuz they dont seem to help a whole lot and they make my mouth SO dry.
- i felt i could use a familiar ground. a panic attack and psychotic episode have been kicking my ass for about 6hrs now. im too tired to hold back so ahead may be some things id never mention in stronger states
- dropped off a resume at one place today. i hope i get hired. i went to drop off a 2nd down the street but they were closed.
- last year i met a girl named noa and developed an instant crush on her but hardly ever saw her. shes in a few of my classes now and we've been talking tonnes, and she always sits behind me in chemistry. late last semester i found out she and her boyfriend broke up, and from the looks of things it seems she still single. i was going to ask her out today but she wasnt feeling well so i left her alone to hurl after class. i dunno how my chances are. shes said she likes a shirt, some shoes and pants different times which seems like quite a few compliments, but she ignores me often to chill with her friends. last monday was one such day and i was so jealous i got my elbow tattood just so shed notice me a little (its a rocking spider web with green shadows). it worked and she was very impressed the next day. its not healing so well though so ive been keeping it covered (ironic huh?). once it heals more im going to get it redone.
- on tuesday i have an essay outline and a research report due. the essay outline needs to be 1/2pg, but it needs to describe what our 12-14pg essay is going to be about. not only do i have no ideas what to write 12 pages about but i also dont even have the textbook yet for the course so i cant do any work on it over the weekend. the bookstore is sending all the books back on monday, but if i get there bright and early i should be able to pick one up before they leave. i know ive put it off a while but moneys tight. the research report is a bit easier, just 2 pgs about diabetes for genetics. but in an instant of sheer genius i threw out the paper that says what we need to write about (diagnosis, symptoms....) so on monday ill have to do the essay outline AND find someone to get what we're supposed to write about off, AND write that report.
- the above 2 pts played a major role in waking the fucking voices in my head that wont shut the fuck up.
- i plan on asking noa out the next time i get her alone. i large part of me doesnt want to because im not used to dealing with people. its thought schizoid is caused by never feeling close to anyone in your life, which leads to schizophrenia which is why i have it. now all of a sudden being close to someone seems overwhelming. as much as i like her ive never trusted anyone and that will take a lot of getting used to. besides, i wouldnt be surprised if she runs off when she found out im sick. shes kinda morbid too and into horror. im gonna give her a little zombie teddy bear on valentines day.
- i also have tons of notes i need to catch up on
- 2 weeks till i see my doc again. im gonna see about getting off these meds cuz they dont seem to help a whole lot and they make my mouth SO dry.
- no more classes until jan 8. cant say what classes those will be though, still need to decide.
- it snows so much in sudbury.
- i made these amazing pancakes this morning. they were so good. i miss them a lot.
- psych exam on saturday.
- cancer tests next week.
- i may get my bridge pierced soon.
- the sens are on a fucking roll!!
- getting new anti psychotics this week.
- no more long sharp nails when i move into the asylum
- "this is halloween" by manson and "kidnap the sandy claws" by she wants revenge are stuck in my head.
"tender lumplings everywhere, life's no fun without a good scare"
- it snows so much in sudbury.
- i made these amazing pancakes this morning. they were so good. i miss them a lot.
- psych exam on saturday.
- cancer tests next week.
- i may get my bridge pierced soon.
- the sens are on a fucking roll!!
- getting new anti psychotics this week.
- no more long sharp nails when i move into the asylum
- "this is halloween" by manson and "kidnap the sandy claws" by she wants revenge are stuck in my head.
"tender lumplings everywhere, life's no fun without a good scare"
im going back home to TO after exams for a couple of weeks. im staying at the insane asylum this time though. stupid brains been acting up a lot lately.
update:
cool! im a statistic!!
update:
cool! im a statistic!!
- 2 tests on friday, then another on the following monday 
- going back to TO in a couple of weeks to find out if i really do have cancer.
- i still need to register for courses next semester. not many of the ones i need are offered next semester so i may just retake some and raise my average. ill need to to transfer to mcmaster next year anyway.
- im hooked on this new band called "stutterfly".
- i may get a wii after christmas, depending on how much money i have left and availability. i dont even want to touch a ps3 until devil may cry 4 comes out. i bet sony could have charged $1k and the morons still would have been literally fighting each other for one. i hope everyone who has one beats and gets bored of the few games available so they have time to think about how stupid it was to camp out and drop $800 just to be the first to get one. good on sony for exploiting peoples stupidity though.
- going back to TO in a couple of weeks to find out if i really do have cancer.
- i still need to register for courses next semester. not many of the ones i need are offered next semester so i may just retake some and raise my average. ill need to to transfer to mcmaster next year anyway.
- im hooked on this new band called "stutterfly".
- i may get a wii after christmas, depending on how much money i have left and availability. i dont even want to touch a ps3 until devil may cry 4 comes out. i bet sony could have charged $1k and the morons still would have been literally fighting each other for one. i hope everyone who has one beats and gets bored of the few games available so they have time to think about how stupid it was to camp out and drop $800 just to be the first to get one. good on sony for exploiting peoples stupidity though.
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