thank god im schizoid. if i wasnt, i cant imagine how afraid id feel knowing i might have cancer. i cant even get more tests done to find out for sure until i get back home next month. even if it is, its one of the better kinds to have, but it can always spread.

a few hours ago it was totally clear out, and its even been kinda warm lately and hasnt really snowed yet at all this season. as i was watching tv, i heard this load rumbling outside, which i just thought was thunder or a low flying plane (theres an airport just outside town). i looked out the window not long ago and theres about a foot of snow on the ground, and that rumbling was snow plows