im checking out a couple apartments tomarrow, and will most likely be taking one of them unless theyre both absolutly atrocious. im really getting sick of this place ive been stuck in the last while. ive been hesitant to leave though incase the place i move into ends up being even worse, but thats becoming more and more hard to believe and im really starting block out the risk.

a while ago someone on the site made an incredibly stupid comment. i normally think nothing of such things but this i took as a totally unprovoked attack (prior to this not even a word has been said between us) and slander. its clear this person was trying to come off humorous and most likely gave no thought at all as to how i would take it, which i have no patience for. oh, and if anyone thinks i should of said something, this person is a model, so automatically everyone would have taken her side. i very well could be over-reacting, i am paranoid afterall.

april 4 (i think), i, will be at mudvayne (oh, and korn). korns plenty good and everything but for the past 4-5 months mudvayne has been my absolute favorite band. i just really started to get into them last year and them already having 4 albums out has provided lots of really good stuff to catch up on.

a few years ago the extent of my illness was frightening. im sure ill never be as sick but the lingering possabilty is unnerving.