Hello my SG friends, well at least I think I have some friends on here. I mean I think I have done a lot to support some people on here, but yet I feel like I keep getting the cold shoulder, oh well, right? I mean whats so different from some people on here taking my money from the ones on theses dating sites taking my money, I guess it is true of what my sister says about me being so gullible when it comes to women. I guess I am the dumbest man in the world for trying to trust anyone, mostly women. maybe I should go back to being the asshole I use to be, maybe that way I won't have so many women taking advantage of me and my so called gullible kindness. Just the other day I was out at my sister's work and I had sat with some of her and my friends, I ordered my self a pizza, and I offered everyone at the table if they would like some, just sitting there eating and all I hear is he is such a sweetheart, he is such a nice guy, and all the other crappy statements, I turned to them and said that I really hate that, don't get me wrong, it was nice of them to say those things, but its also those same statements that makes me such a gullible sucker to get played by everyone. maybe I should just lock my self in my house and become a hermit, or maybe I should just leave this pathetic world I live in, but I can't really be that selfish to do that either, because I would end up hurting the two people who actually love me. I really wish that my mother would be here so that I can hear those words (everything will be okay) she use to tell me. I try to put it in my head, but its just not the same hearing them from her lips. I really hate my self for trying to be me some times because I always get hurt for doing something nice for some one and then turn around and get fucked over for doing it, but oh well, right? really don't know what else to do any more and really starting not to care!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hello my SG friends, I want to apologize so much for not blogging in a while, sort had some family stuff going on, I can honestly say that my house is now sister and nephew free now. I love them them very dearly but I could not take it anymore, I needed my home back. I have been cleaning like mad since they left, been trying to move everything back into my bedroom, which I have yet to start sleeping in, oh wait, insomnia, duhhh, don't sleep anyways, aaahahaha!!!

Well my SG friends today I received my new SG book,
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also I got the new DVD UK Holiday,
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which was signed by Missy, thank you so much for signing my DVD Missy,
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so I was very happy today for getting them in the mail today,
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so now I have 3 DVD's and both of the coffee table books, WooHoo!!

Peace, Love, Blessed Be, Always!!

Okay my SG friends I have got a question for ya, last year February I had went to Kentucky to pick up my sister because she was not liking it there, now a year or two before that she had been hit with a awful divorce from her ex-husband, so when I picked her up she had no place to go or move into, now me and her are both hard headed and we can not live under one roof for a long period of time, so I told her she could stay with me for a short period of time, well here it is over a year later and she is still here, and on top of that her freaking son is also in here, now I told him that he could never stay in my house ever again because I caught him lying to me on several occasions and I longer trust him in my house, well he got him self arrested and he had to do some time, so I told her that when he gets out that he can not stay in my house because he is now a felon and that where I live they do not allow felons to live there, so I told her that she should save up the money during the time that he is in there and when he gets out that they have to move, well here it is two months later and they are still in my house, now when I ask whats going on finding there own place she gives me all sorts of attitude about it, now when I told her that she should save up money while he was in jail that I was not going to charge her any bills so that she could use it towards her finding a place, here it is three months later after he has been out, I am paying all the bills, his worthless ass is in my bedroom all night playing on the computer instead of going out getting a job, eating my food up, using my electricity up like its nothing, drinking my water, using my washer and dyer just about everyday, now do yall think I am a horrible person for asking about when they are going to get there own place?

p.s. I had really dropped into a really bad depression because of all this, lately I have been getting that I don't give a shit about anything attitude

Well my SG friends yesterday was my birthday, went out to my sister's work to hang for a bit, sat there and listened to good music, played pool for a few hours for free, kept winning the table, aaahahaha, talked, flirted with my favorite bartender, Sammy

then today my sister and a few friends of ours took me out to lunch at good ole Hooters,

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had my first shot since New Years Eve, why has it been so long, well because I no longer drink, actually I really have not had a few drinks in over five years or so, aaahahaha
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then believe it or not the Hooter Girls had me do this Hooter Dance while they sung me Happy Birthday, and if I stopped before they finished singing they would start over and I had to dance longer, aaahahaha

oh yeah, I had to do it on top of a chair in front of everyone in the restaurant, aaahahaha, but it was a blast, peace, love, blessed be, always my SG friends!!

Hey all my SG friends, I apologize for being away for a minute, the new APA session started and I am now playing 4 nights a week, plus I have been practicing like mad lately, got regional championships coming up at the beginning of March, now if I win regionals my ass is heading to Vegas for nationals, so hopefully I will do well.

I have now completed the two tattoos on my neck,


I think my tat artist did an awsome job, so yeah, I am very pleased with them, now comes the really fun part, first thing I have to do is move my son's tattoo up closer to the edge of the shoulders,

then I am having dragon wings put on as a full back piece, and then I am having this symbol put directly in between where the wings come out of my back,

then I am going to have this dragon put dead center of my back like she is playing, but without the tribal crap,

so yeah, me has a lot of work coming up soon, oh my gawd it is going to look bad ass,

I want to wish all my Hopeful friends to go pink, I will try to send yall all the love and support I can for you, peace, love, blessed be, always!!

I apologize my SG friends for not blogging in a while, I have been really busy lately, I am now playing 4 nights a week, plus on the road games, play-offs, didn't know playing a game of pool could be so over whelming, lol, but I am having fun, need to start to posting some photos of my tournaments, I am hoping this coming March at regionals that I can win my way to a Vegas trip, omg that would be so awsome, anyways I am hoping all my SG friends are doing well and if your not send me a message so that I can put you in mind and send ya some love, well I am going to go for a minute, but I will be back, promise, lol, peace, love, blessed be, always!!

oh yeah, hope you like my new profile picture, I love it, hehehe

well my SG friends, I got my other tattoo, I will post some pics of it soon, now all I have to do is finish up my son's name

then I will get my other symbol

then I will get my dragon wings, now that one is going to take a couple of sessions, peace, love, blessed be!!

my goofy cat thinks it is cold in the house, so she decides to lay on the vent to get warm, aaahahaha,

she also thinks she can take over my spot on the couch, aaahahaha, gotz to love her,

my favorite candy, but


not good for the OCD, aaahahaha

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so these were the flowers that was suppose to go to the date I was suppose to have tonight, which she was a no show, so it really made my new year start off really fucking great, no wonder I have become a hermit, you know I have sat there and watched and read all the comments she made of this/that guy doing this or that to her, but yet she turns around and treats people like me like I am nothing, fuck off, taking your whining and crying some wheres else, thanks for starting my new year off to a great start, I really appreciate you making me look like a damn fool, thanks sooo much for that!!!!