So.. my birthday is in 5 days!!!
I am going to the SGDIxie "Coming Out Party" Saturday night. I told BaronLinguist that I would only go if at midnight we celebrated my birthday. LOL (i'm not sad and pathetic at all, am i?)
We are having College Night this weekend, but I made my choice. I am going out with people that might actually give me attention and dance with me instead of going to Double Play getting drunk and wondering why I'm not having a good time.
I am so excited.
I don't like that "Single Awareness Day" is tomorrow. I don't have anything to do. A guy I went out on a date Saturday with keeps calling asking if I wanna do something. I do, but not with him. He's not my type. (there I go being picky again.)
I will most likely either go with Timon and get drunk, or sit in my room watching Angelina Jolie movies and drinking alone or with Tenisha or Alesha.
Alesha keeps telling me to give up on men and just go to women. I told her I would but no women like me that way.
Oh well, I gotta go find some old buses to take pictures of and get some more smokey-treats.
OH! I almost forgot. I started reading Interview with the Vampire to those that don't know, I hate reading. LOL I'm proud of myself.
<3 Frankie Star
Music : Fall Out Boy: "This Ain't a Scene, It's an Arms Race"
I am going to the SGDIxie "Coming Out Party" Saturday night. I told BaronLinguist that I would only go if at midnight we celebrated my birthday. LOL (i'm not sad and pathetic at all, am i?)
We are having College Night this weekend, but I made my choice. I am going out with people that might actually give me attention and dance with me instead of going to Double Play getting drunk and wondering why I'm not having a good time.
I am so excited.
I don't like that "Single Awareness Day" is tomorrow. I don't have anything to do. A guy I went out on a date Saturday with keeps calling asking if I wanna do something. I do, but not with him. He's not my type. (there I go being picky again.)
I will most likely either go with Timon and get drunk, or sit in my room watching Angelina Jolie movies and drinking alone or with Tenisha or Alesha.
Alesha keeps telling me to give up on men and just go to women. I told her I would but no women like me that way.
Oh well, I gotta go find some old buses to take pictures of and get some more smokey-treats.
OH! I almost forgot. I started reading Interview with the Vampire to those that don't know, I hate reading. LOL I'm proud of myself.
<3 Frankie Star
Music : Fall Out Boy: "This Ain't a Scene, It's an Arms Race"
So..I had a date last night. John, or "Curly Haired Boy" as I have titled him.
Dinner was great, I was awkward as usual, and we joked and talked. We discussed Heroes my tv show addiction. He watches it as religiously as I do. (automatic points on my chart). He also loves NCIS, CSI and like every tv show I have ever watched or obsess over.
I had obsessed over this date all of yesterday and Monday. EVERYONE on the hall knew we were going to dinner and then back up to my room to watch The Order. Anyway, so we returned to my dormatory and we were going up the elevator and he kept looking at me. I blushed and looked at him.
"Can I do something and you not yell at me?"- me
"Umm.. sure?"-him
I walked towards him, grabbed him by his shirt collar and pulled him down to me (only 4 inches cause I was wearing my platform stomper boots.) I gave him a little peck kiss and then stepped back to the other side of the elevator across from him.
"Thanks for asking."-him
"Your welcome, I didn't want to do it without permission."
****OKAY SOME FREAKING TORNADO ALARM IS GOING OFF OUTSIDE AND IT IS SEVERELY HURTING MY HEAD**** ARGH.
....sorry about that. It's fucking annoying. Grr.
Anyway, we reached my room and I opened my door, and he entered and I was writing on my board "Watching movie. Go Away" when my friend Liz walked in. I asked her if she would stay with him while i went to the restroom. I came back and she was sitting at the foot of my bed and they were talking.
"Okay, we are gonna watch a movie now, bye." -me
*Liz gives me this lost puppy look*
"can I stay and watch it with you guys?"
.........
At this point John was looking around my room at my wall collage and not paying attention to the conversation at hand between Liz and myself.
I gave her this, NO I WANNA BE ALONE WITH MY DATE look and shook my head and said, Sure..I guess..
She talked through the movie, she asked for a drink, me thinking if I give her one she'd leave... yeah not so much. So I was pissed, so I poured me a drink. I felt horrible cause here I am drinking and my date is probably going WTF..
So, he had never seen the movie and was TRYING to watch it. I was lying next to him on his arm and everytime Liz answered her phone, she didn't leave the room. I slammed my head in my blanket and screamed. (i barely have a voice, so screaming, hurt.)
She finally stepped out of the room and I turned to him.
"Apparently that whole, 'I have a date tonight' thing, didn't register with her"
he smirks and she returns. She then began to cut her toenails at the foot of my bed.
At this point I was about ready to grab something sharp and chunk it at her head.
John started not to feel well so I walked him back to his dorm. I told him I was sorry about my behavior and he said it was okay. Then I asked if he had a good time and he smiled and said he did. He said, "we will do this again sometime, maybe watch the movie in my room, no one comes in there." I smiled and kissed his cheek and headed back to Main.
....I am livid and want to stab my friend, seriously....
*le sigh*
That was my Tuesday night. How was yours?
<3 Frankie Star <3
Okay so update on the "Nic Nice" Three Questions of Death guys.
So.. remember me saying that one of the guys that called me said he was high....yeah.. so apparently I've been talking to HIM for the past two days. I thought he said his name was Dave....So.. "Dave" asked who all called me. I said, "well.. some guy that was drunk, one that was going to a bar, and one that was high."
"Oh, that was me." he responded.
"So..wait, what's your name?" I asked.
"Steve." - him
"Then who's Dave?" - me
"I have no idea.." - him
"Okay, so you are Steve now, not Dave."- me
"correct."- him
"got it." - me
I'm special sometimes. Steve and I played song tag last night. Basically if any of ya'll have see The Virgin Suicides, the girls and guys in that movie would call each other and play a song.
Steve first sent me Do ya think that I could get some, chickie chickie (red hot chili peppers)
I responded: Keep your drink just give me the money, it's just you and your hand tonight (p!nk)
Steve: some rap song about "my dick so hard and.." couldn't under stand it.
Me Boy why you trippin like that, you think cause you trickin you get it just like that, wait a min. (pcd)
Steve: get it right, get it right get it tight, get it right, get it right get it tight.
Me I don't give a *beep* keep lookin at my *beep* cause it don't mean a thing when ya lookin at my *beep* I'ma do my thing while ya playin with ya *beep* hahahahaha. (pcd)
so. yeah that was my evening.
So.. remember me saying that one of the guys that called me said he was high....yeah.. so apparently I've been talking to HIM for the past two days. I thought he said his name was Dave....So.. "Dave" asked who all called me. I said, "well.. some guy that was drunk, one that was going to a bar, and one that was high."
"Oh, that was me." he responded.
"So..wait, what's your name?" I asked.
"Steve." - him
"Then who's Dave?" - me
"I have no idea.." - him
"Okay, so you are Steve now, not Dave."- me
"correct."- him
"got it." - me
I'm special sometimes. Steve and I played song tag last night. Basically if any of ya'll have see The Virgin Suicides, the girls and guys in that movie would call each other and play a song.
Steve first sent me Do ya think that I could get some, chickie chickie (red hot chili peppers)
I responded: Keep your drink just give me the money, it's just you and your hand tonight (p!nk)
Steve: some rap song about "my dick so hard and.." couldn't under stand it.
Me Boy why you trippin like that, you think cause you trickin you get it just like that, wait a min. (pcd)
Steve: get it right, get it right get it tight, get it right, get it right get it tight.
Me I don't give a *beep* keep lookin at my *beep* cause it don't mean a thing when ya lookin at my *beep* I'ma do my thing while ya playin with ya *beep* hahahahaha. (pcd)
so. yeah that was my evening.
Okay so get this.
There is a radio station in Birmingham called 103.7 The Q. In the evening "Nic Nice" has his show called the "Get Nice Show"...catchy huh?
Well, last night they were having a contest to win tickets to see The Fray. I immediately dialed in. Nic answers, and then I realize, it's the THREE QUESTIONS OF DEATH game. *insert sweat drop*
The Three Questions Game brief summary:
...you must answer three questions, get them all correct and you win the prize for that night.
..if you miss any of the question, they give out your cell phone number over the air.
so.. yeah, i figured he would ask me something about celebrity pop-culture. Nope. he asked who the DJ that comes on before his radio spot name was.
So.. my number was given out over the air. It's weird ya know. It was like people had their fingers on their cellphone and with every passing number, I very QUICKLY got like 10 guys top that called my phone.
One was on his way to a bar.
One was high as a goose falling out of a plane (yeah that doesn't make sense to me either.)
Another was just "chillaxin" whatever the fuck that means.
So.. our conclusion to this story.
If you EVER call into Nic Nice's show, know your shit.
Oh. and I had a VERY VERY VERY Sparkly week.|||
NAI!
There is a radio station in Birmingham called 103.7 The Q. In the evening "Nic Nice" has his show called the "Get Nice Show"...catchy huh?
Well, last night they were having a contest to win tickets to see The Fray. I immediately dialed in. Nic answers, and then I realize, it's the THREE QUESTIONS OF DEATH game. *insert sweat drop*
The Three Questions Game brief summary:
...you must answer three questions, get them all correct and you win the prize for that night.
..if you miss any of the question, they give out your cell phone number over the air.
so.. yeah, i figured he would ask me something about celebrity pop-culture. Nope. he asked who the DJ that comes on before his radio spot name was.
So.. my number was given out over the air. It's weird ya know. It was like people had their fingers on their cellphone and with every passing number, I very QUICKLY got like 10 guys top that called my phone.
One was on his way to a bar.
One was high as a goose falling out of a plane (yeah that doesn't make sense to me either.)
Another was just "chillaxin" whatever the fuck that means.
So.. our conclusion to this story.
If you EVER call into Nic Nice's show, know your shit.
Oh. and I had a VERY VERY VERY Sparkly week.|||
NAI!
So.. I've applied to be an official SG. *crosses fingers*
Pics I submitted:
this pic was from oct. 05 i think, so i probably shouldn't have included it, but i did. :/
Wish me luck!
Pics I submitted:
this pic was from oct. 05 i think, so i probably shouldn't have included it, but i did. :/
Wish me luck!
So.. I WAS in a sorority, but now i'm not, so i might actually start posting some decent SET shots. I posted a teaser in my pics. i have new bras so I am like uber excited.
So, yeah. that's my life, how are you guys doing this week?
Oh, and i am totally smitten for 2 people this week. this girl named Alicia, and this guy named Timon. <3 <3
I'm out.
<3 frankie star.
So, yeah. that's my life, how are you guys doing this week?
Oh, and i am totally smitten for 2 people this week. this girl named Alicia, and this guy named Timon. <3 <3
I'm out.
<3 frankie star.
Happiness is a knife sliding down your chest.
Seriously. I was a cutter last semester. I haven't cut since November 12th.. maybe?
I was hanging out with a guy I am totally smitten for last night and.. oh.. my god.
I was trying to reach over him and look up something on the computer. I was wearing a low-cut thin sweater (and it's fucking freezing here like 38 degrees. (not too cold for those up north, but with only wearing a very thin sweater, I was freezing, stupid me.)
ANYWAY. He had his pocket knife/switchblade out and put it to my collarbone. "Don't make me cut you woman." I playfully stepped away from the computer, arms behind my back, and said, "Do it." So he slid the blade down my chest.. let's just say, I was VERY *sparkly* (our code word for horny.). I told him to make it match on the other side... again *melt*. So yeah. I am an easy bleeder. It didn't add to me being completely smashed from drinking two White Russians, 1/4 of a bottle of Wild Irish Rose, and two Liquid Haze. OMG.
We had stopped the movie we were watching (FIFTH ELEMENT baby!) so his friend could go get something out of his friend's dorm. Sam and I were outside and I was again, freezing. three ciggerettes later I wanted someone to keep me warm. He sat in front of me and I hugged him. He got mad cause I licked his ear. Hey, at least I didn't nibble and suck on it, right?
I told him to sit behind me. I've never be able to find a guy with enough meat on him to keep me warm and sit behind me. I wrapped his hands around me and held each hand by the thumb. Seductively "stroking" his thumb. He liked it, but didn't say anything. He said I was being "bad" and I'm like, "no i'm being evil, and you KNOW you like it." He smirked and gave a little chuckle then moved his hands. I leaned back and frowned (me frowning makes people do whatever I want apparently. He moved his hands to his knees and I wrapped my arms underneth them, again stroking his thumbs."Why are you doing that.. it's so.. wrong." I responded, "hey, at least I haven't tried to suck them yet." He shivered and just sat there.
We finally went back to my dorm and got my camera so we could go to the cemetary and try and catch some spirits. We got SOO many. It was raining too, well sprinkling, I love the rain. It's so, calming and just.. relaxing.
We parted around 1:45AM, unfortunately the perfect night was not completed with a goodnight kiss. I wa sad, very sad, and *sparkly*. I spent TWELVE HOURS with him and his friend just, walking around campus and then I bought them dinner at Eclipse.
I am just.. so wanting him to pin me to a wall and take me. Just.. go for it. Cut me, kiss me, I don't care just.. ugh..men.
<3 Frankie Star *
Seriously. I was a cutter last semester. I haven't cut since November 12th.. maybe?
I was hanging out with a guy I am totally smitten for last night and.. oh.. my god.
I was trying to reach over him and look up something on the computer. I was wearing a low-cut thin sweater (and it's fucking freezing here like 38 degrees. (not too cold for those up north, but with only wearing a very thin sweater, I was freezing, stupid me.)
ANYWAY. He had his pocket knife/switchblade out and put it to my collarbone. "Don't make me cut you woman." I playfully stepped away from the computer, arms behind my back, and said, "Do it." So he slid the blade down my chest.. let's just say, I was VERY *sparkly* (our code word for horny.). I told him to make it match on the other side... again *melt*. So yeah. I am an easy bleeder. It didn't add to me being completely smashed from drinking two White Russians, 1/4 of a bottle of Wild Irish Rose, and two Liquid Haze. OMG.
We had stopped the movie we were watching (FIFTH ELEMENT baby!) so his friend could go get something out of his friend's dorm. Sam and I were outside and I was again, freezing. three ciggerettes later I wanted someone to keep me warm. He sat in front of me and I hugged him. He got mad cause I licked his ear. Hey, at least I didn't nibble and suck on it, right?
I told him to sit behind me. I've never be able to find a guy with enough meat on him to keep me warm and sit behind me. I wrapped his hands around me and held each hand by the thumb. Seductively "stroking" his thumb. He liked it, but didn't say anything. He said I was being "bad" and I'm like, "no i'm being evil, and you KNOW you like it." He smirked and gave a little chuckle then moved his hands. I leaned back and frowned (me frowning makes people do whatever I want apparently. He moved his hands to his knees and I wrapped my arms underneth them, again stroking his thumbs."Why are you doing that.. it's so.. wrong." I responded, "hey, at least I haven't tried to suck them yet." He shivered and just sat there.
We finally went back to my dorm and got my camera so we could go to the cemetary and try and catch some spirits. We got SOO many. It was raining too, well sprinkling, I love the rain. It's so, calming and just.. relaxing.
We parted around 1:45AM, unfortunately the perfect night was not completed with a goodnight kiss. I wa sad, very sad, and *sparkly*. I spent TWELVE HOURS with him and his friend just, walking around campus and then I bought them dinner at Eclipse.
I am just.. so wanting him to pin me to a wall and take me. Just.. go for it. Cut me, kiss me, I don't care just.. ugh..men.
<3 Frankie Star *
So yeah, here I am spending every waking moment now on this website. That's not a bad thing. lol.
I wanted to change my alias, but didn't want to lose "perkygoth". I'm going to start going by * Frankie Star * well, that's my band name on Guitar Heroes II so, why not, it sounds hot, right?
Anyway, I've been thinking, and if I could pull it off, I'd kill to be a suicide girl. I just don't have the arms or legs for it. Having being blessed with all of these wonderful flabby parts of being a luscious lady of the night and all. heh.
Sorry, rambling, what else is new.
I will be heading back to campus later this evening. (yay.. not really, but still.)
I gotta go, people to add and sets to view.
<3 Frankie Star
I wanted to change my alias, but didn't want to lose "perkygoth". I'm going to start going by * Frankie Star * well, that's my band name on Guitar Heroes II so, why not, it sounds hot, right?
Anyway, I've been thinking, and if I could pull it off, I'd kill to be a suicide girl. I just don't have the arms or legs for it. Having being blessed with all of these wonderful flabby parts of being a luscious lady of the night and all. heh.
Sorry, rambling, what else is new.
I will be heading back to campus later this evening. (yay.. not really, but still.)
I gotta go, people to add and sets to view.
<3 Frankie Star
I am 23, go to a liberal arts college in Alabama. I dream to be a Suicidegirl photographer!
