welp i just got my second tattoo finished tuesday night. it look awesome! i love it. and now i cant wait to get my next one! things around here are going ok. i'm working 2 jobs. it sucks but hey it keeps me busy.

ok so i dyed my hair black. and i am getting so much shit for it, my best friend loves it. this guy i been talking to loves it. my boyfriend hates it. but this is the way i see it, its me. i have had my hair almost every color in the book. and i like black the best. i love my hair this color and this is gonna sound weird but i like the way i feel when my hair is black. i feel like me again. i'm sick of acting like everybody wants me to. i wanna be me again. and with the guy i been talking to like me for me. and not what he can make me. i can be me around him.

ok so the suicide girls are coming to my town tuesday, they are going to be at the OttoBar. and i cant wiat. i'm so excited to see them i cant wait. i'm going with my uncle, my dad and some family friends, yes i know it weird. but i dont care i get the see them and thats all i care about. and i think friday i might go get a new tattoo. so that will be so much fun. i cant wait! there are 3 tattoos i wanna get really soon, and i dont know which one i should get friday. i want to get praying hands with a roseary, a fairy, or "Real love is forever" on the front of my wrist and "the crow" on the other one. i cant wait. i think i might get the crow one. tell me your thoughts