so today i woke up like 3 hours ago and theres wind blowing outside right now i can not think of something else to say television sucks and most of my free time no one calls me its terribly boring i try to keep calm and be curious about stuff but im always triyng to get a hit damn im only 35 ... now i have fallen in love like a houndreds times maybe more and the tiny wishes i get like know someone realy cool gets lost as soon as i try something realy nice to say like i start by hai im mauricio im cool and funny i like having a blast or be whit a cute chick in my bed but no ppl come whit politics and ways to save the animals from taking over douchbags that have none to do whit running the streets but hey its alright i may have seen less then one meal where i thought i was obnoxious about getting infront of a girl... right like been some dummy who runs into polls coz it was a prank by his friend oh my gooooshhh i have it i lost weight but am still 5,9 feet so lets not get over meeting new people or doing sports or travel around the world im just some guy who thought that been less motivated by the endless talk you can get at a club was gnarly like u remember things then be myself everyday of the week arghhhh i wish i could use unix then do wtf i want whit my ordinator like when i go on a car ride around the city or listen to music like elastica fiona apple catherine bush x or even techno right am i missing something here i actualy thought today was going to be sunny but no i didnt knowledge the fact that somewhere in this city there is randomly people talking for less then 5 minutes about on how much luck you CAN GET from having sex whit someone then go back home and give all away to your sexy body in a shower full of shampoo in your hair and pretending the little facts of having a jean by your shower meant you got lucky then figure out that the last time you were happy was when you brought up to class a book full of disease spread in the locker hall geeeezuss its not ending a day at the time its not even making his way throught united states it comes from your fucking asssssssSSSSSSSShooooollll
lllllllllllllllllllllllllllllooooooooooooooooooooooooooooolllllllllllllllllllllllllllll all the way from russia and it goes on and on like when u find a shoe on a electric cable line in phily and wish that u could end there ur journey in a moment of despare coz u found out its less ingnorant to be a young guy then a girl who thinks shes all cute
you know when you are having a real bad time... sometimes because you just can't figure out why things are so strange that you just run into polls on purpose forget to eat your meal other then eat breakfast its so big in your mind that headaches are the only good time your having or the cars that pass by in the street your living in i think when you get older you just want things to fit in you don't care if the people who suround you that you don't care about are dead or living a more pathetic life make there way throught the mall or the next park its the same everywhere, but some place are just like making you think about on how long you care about stuff im not talking about dark alleys or dumps or even the most industrial freaky land the sky covers the whole world besides girls i dont think i evar thought about something else then brake up whit someone i don't love or don't care about ... two days ago i stayed up all day maybe 2 naps coz im giving a chance to myself to live somewhere else but two days ago i was in my bedroom like i always em and then went to my balcony to smoke a cigarette coz i don't have weed or chemicals im telling ya im dead tired of bullshit of friends and ppl that i know i just stayed outside to finaly get my last draft of the ending day and it crossed my mind that i wanted someone to love me its lame i know but i felt like i could stayed outside lamenting myself feeling sad and crying other then never thought i hated someone or felt like someone was a loser its funny how things work in this land of droping shit wherever you can get your way the next day started and i just remember well i did that that day like when i started firguring out stuff that go on in this part of the suburb i want a girlfriend ... and feel melloncollie god is good
one of the best jokes ive heard besides the one about the english guy who tought it was the end of the world so he jumped off a cliff
extrano argentina capaz no pueda nunca olvidar la ultima vez que estuve alla son tantos lugares que visite nunca pense que hubiese estado alla y encontrar tanta gente haciendo sus cosas quotidianas aca es como estar encerado en una jaula donde tenes linda vista buen tiempo muchas chicas buena comida y mi mate pero bue tampoco es como que no tengo amigos solo espero poder volver antes que sea muy viejo para salir a bailar hacer una fiesta que sea o en la pampa buenos aires o bariloche uno de los tres hasta en las andes me coparia estar no se imagino tanto ahora que me aisle un poco del centro lo lindo es que cuando me acuesto a dormir encuentro todavia momentos donde me despierto y pienso nunca morir ...
i wasted my whole month again and worst then that it was a special month valentines nothing hapend my diet is going worse everyday i sometimes think im going to lose weight but i dont and then try eat some fast food coz its terribly good end up sick then back to normal food always the same things that are super awesome but nevermind that i wish you to be happy coz your fucking hot i mean do i have to tell you that i found out that im literaly geting my way around not makeing out no i dont think soooo i got so fucked up like 30 years ago i tend to forget theres actualy snow outside right now and it sucks coz i probably keep all inside for winters like bears then when summer comes i take all inside again and end up having no girlfriend it keeps repeating itself like phone calls you always say dumb stuff to your friends literaly shit you shouldnt say like you knew this person whatever here are some cool pics laterz im going out for a smoke
these people talk about impossible themes ................ modern guilt
i got to see beck at least once before i get to old
there are still great things i want to do in life like see her in person at least once at a concert
