i wasted my whole month again and worst then that it was a special month valentines nothing hapend my diet is going worse everyday i sometimes think im going to lose weight but i dont and then try eat some fast food coz its terribly good end up sick then back to normal food always the same things that are super awesome but nevermind that i wish you to be happy coz your fucking hot i mean do i have to tell you that i found out that im literaly geting my way around not makeing out no i dont think soooo i got so fucked up like 30 years ago i tend to forget theres actualy snow outside right now and it sucks coz i probably keep all inside for winters like bears then when summer comes i take all inside again and end up having no girlfriend it keeps repeating itself like phone calls you always say dumb stuff to your friends literaly shit you shouldnt say like you knew this person whatever here are some cool pics laterz im going out for a smoke
these people talk about impossible themes ................ modern guilt
i got to see beck at least once before i get to old
there are still great things i want to do in life like see her in person at least once at a concert
ok girls and boys its time for me to take care of my taste about music yes i do love music verry much sometimes i can just get to know a band that does good music and feel the endless little bits of my body tickling like im the only one who should talk about that band coz most of the time i can't listen to it coz its rock music you know grunge grindcore techno new wave goth punk and well it makes my days so much better realizing im not so alone in a futuristic world where bums pushers junkies and stupid people get there way around nice poeple but it gets worst much worst perhaps the music i listen to makes it like something realy special for me when i go out sometimes i get so much wind in my face i just want to start running and feeling like i was in one of my dreams then wake up feeling less tired and start a day whit all that comes whit it girls nice cars and houses, i need a girlfriend who will love me so much and stop asking myself why this life is so unfair its terrible sometimes like i could talk for 15 minutes and stay alone the rest of the day just taking care of what goes around this city or even figuring out how i got so mixed up in learning a new language the realy boring thing is strangers they always apear in the worst moment but when someone you know starts looking like a stranger you just memorize everything like it could get so far in everything you love you could stop thinking about yourself and what was the smalest tiny reward you got for leting all you knew about this person be its reckless and worst then that is when you get ugly and ignored
i never saw the redlight so lost in tears like a wind could crash there and never actualy leave some storm that was lost like 30years ago in the cloudy fears of the restless mind of a freak
pelelarun
i want to put my tongue in her vagina and twirl then fuck her then make her suck my dick then kiss her boobs and so on
i get so much shit i dont think ill ever find someone who ubderstand the smallest principal
