im kind of trying to get some loose here but i cant figure it out like all the time its less a nervous thing then always have to deal whit my ever lasting desire to be close to some girl but now that i cant always try to get all in place i thought maybe i could live on my own my appartement my things my little kitcken and stuff like that sometimes i just cant try to fit in some place other times its alright like you can talk for less then a minute and be understood it might be some kind of toughtfull thing im always concern about i sure could get my hand on a motorcycle or something for this summer it isnt verry expensif and well that could change my whole life before i get to old i mean if im not be able to understand why its so cold in winter its not that i cant figure out how to controle myself to let myself be always trying to go out but i rather read a book and have some quiet moments like life could be simple ok then see you around...