im back i had this cool dream whit a sg i was making out whit while i was looking for some pot i did make out whit her like twice and it was great never felt better coz for once it was a cute girl its hardly belivable but it did hapend... im in a mental insitution whit crazy people who hardly reconize whats going on even when ur next to them some are real weird and dont rest in a whole day and actualy make ur recovery verry hard but in this future its nothing like having a beer like at a club or a concert or coming back home at 3 am im not sure anymore if i need to get my head straight if only i had a purpose im sure i could make my short life a little bit sweeter complicated gurfriends are realy worst then vampires in the end you just had thought in a cute girl who most of the time is more into getting her way to avoid me in all like for a moment i thought i actualy could had make it into something you know my life but right at home its worst then any place in this world im dumb and love it i never think about it except when im whit someone realy special its the lies that make it this way not the ending desire of getting a girlfriend whit a brain instead of tits to get in your chest whatevar im out