Mmmm...long time since last blog. BAAAADDDD! Life and its funny little thingys - as usual. We are on this earth to learn and yet its all an illusion created by our mind through our (imaginary) senses, a dream. Apparently reality is what you get glimpses of when you dream. "Nothing you see is real". Listening to the series "The disappearing universe" (e-book I think - its on CD) The premise that follows is that - since its all a dream, if you do the lucid dreaming trick on your reality when you are awake - you can change it all. Now that would not fit into the "we are here to live our story and learn" theory....unless.... if, by the time you've figured this bit out, you have completed the learning to cope with the shitty bits and are free to just enjoy the ride from that point onward. Think I need to start smoking some of the good stuff...
Anyway - I've started the excruciating practice of "house hunting" - figured its time to buy one and tinker with it till its just what I want it to be. Do I really need to be paying for something that's just part of an illusion?