Hey there,
Sleep comes a little easier now. You learn how to mix pain killers and alcohol quite well after years of experience. Trouble is that I know I can not continue to function this way for too much longer. Not a safe place to be but at least I am aware this time. Most important to me is this time I can see my reasons to be careful. The pain is painful though.
Spring has reared its imitation face if beauty again. Bringing with it its false promises of pleasant weather and sunny days. The reality is that spring just can not make up its fucking mind and thus you are liable to get any and all types of conditions. Fuck off and make up your mind.
Sleep comes a little easier now. You learn how to mix pain killers and alcohol quite well after years of experience. Trouble is that I know I can not continue to function this way for too much longer. Not a safe place to be but at least I am aware this time. Most important to me is this time I can see my reasons to be careful. The pain is painful though.
Spring has reared its imitation face if beauty again. Bringing with it its false promises of pleasant weather and sunny days. The reality is that spring just can not make up its fucking mind and thus you are liable to get any and all types of conditions. Fuck off and make up your mind.