I'm back in Cali and the strange atmosphere is unsettling. A barren planet of deadlights and developments. I haven't slept since saturday, and the girl still hasn't responded. She works in mysterious ways; her logic is opaque. Has she decided to 'disappear' like she told me she does sometimes? Is she too overwhelmed by her own life to acknowledge mine? Has she abandoned me? All I want from her now is either resolution or closure. Which will it be? With no contact, how can there be either?