well, i guess it's time to let everybody know that i too, have cancelled my account. i didn't want to leave sg on bad terms, but i've found a community that suits me much better.
and all my little friends are there...including a red-dread-headed beauty.
and it is just so much better there.
so, as i move on to greener pastures, i invite you all to keep in touch...and come with if you'd like! my email is my screen name on here and just put an '@hotmail.com' on the end of it.
SG just doesn't really serve it's purpose anymore.
as one very wise, yet sarcastic man put it: "SG is a dinosaur waiting for extinction."
and there it be.
goodbye.
and all my little friends are there...including a red-dread-headed beauty.
and it is just so much better there.
so, as i move on to greener pastures, i invite you all to keep in touch...and come with if you'd like! my email is my screen name on here and just put an '@hotmail.com' on the end of it.
SG just doesn't really serve it's purpose anymore.
as one very wise, yet sarcastic man put it: "SG is a dinosaur waiting for extinction."
and there it be.
goodbye.
well, i must take this time to apologize for flaking out on sgpgh last night.
i was feeling completely anti-social. one of these days i will hang out with the group.
in other news. i can't express enough how much i love lucille ball.
Update:
as ralphie, from "A Christmas Story," would say: "ooooooh fuuuuuuuuudge."
i just got approved for a visa with a limit of 1000$. maybe that seems low to the more credible out there- but i'm used to getting about 200-500 to start. and this is dangerous bc i only signed up for the credit card expecting about a 300 dollar limit, which would enable me to get an electric violin for around the 200$ price range...well just think of what i could get with the limit of 1000$.... which is exactly what they want me to do i know it...so, i'm going to keep it in the 200 range so i can easily pay that shit off...however, i think i'm going to cancel my other credit cards and just keep this one. use it for school books once my violin is paid off. *cha-ching!*
please Lord, forgive me...for i do NOT know what i'm freakin' doing!
i was feeling completely anti-social. one of these days i will hang out with the group.
in other news. i can't express enough how much i love lucille ball.
Update:
as ralphie, from "A Christmas Story," would say: "ooooooh fuuuuuuuuudge."
i just got approved for a visa with a limit of 1000$. maybe that seems low to the more credible out there- but i'm used to getting about 200-500 to start. and this is dangerous bc i only signed up for the credit card expecting about a 300 dollar limit, which would enable me to get an electric violin for around the 200$ price range...well just think of what i could get with the limit of 1000$.... which is exactly what they want me to do i know it...so, i'm going to keep it in the 200 range so i can easily pay that shit off...however, i think i'm going to cancel my other credit cards and just keep this one. use it for school books once my violin is paid off. *cha-ching!*
please Lord, forgive me...for i do NOT know what i'm freakin' doing!
well, i got my violin strings and my bow coming to me in the mail. i can't wait. i already got two offers to record... i think i'm going to do them both, what the hell?
the one i probably won't get any money from, but hey, i don't mind doing a favor. it would be fun, and good experience for me.
i really don't want to do the whole 'musician' thing, but, i think violin on crazy dj music would be awesome.
amina is so pretty. i like her.
the one i probably won't get any money from, but hey, i don't mind doing a favor. it would be fun, and good experience for me.
i really don't want to do the whole 'musician' thing, but, i think violin on crazy dj music would be awesome.
amina is so pretty. i like her.
out with the old entry in with the new.
school is complicated. still need to read tinfoilhalo's chapter one before he comes out with the newest one.
i'm so behind.
school is complicated. still need to read tinfoilhalo's chapter one before he comes out with the newest one.
i'm so behind.
ok so, if any of you have read my journal for today already, you will notice that it has changed.
i wrote my opinion about all the drama that is going on, and then i realized; i may or may not get zotted.
i don't think it was all that offensive, nearly just an opinion, but to tell you the truth, i don't know what exactly mertis a zot.
i mean besides the obvious stalking, creepy/offensive over the top remarks...
the drama sucks. the members and girls leaving/getting zotted sucks...
and it seems as though sg has lost two of their best girls.
but all in all, i like the site. i log on everyday to see what people have to say and to see if anyone had anything to say to me, and i enjoy it.
and, seeing as how i only have a week or two left because expenses are tight around here right now - i might as well enjoy the time i have left on here and not screw it up by accident.
*sighs* this is all so strange. i just want it to be sg again...but without hel i don't know if i can quite be the same...
i wrote my opinion about all the drama that is going on, and then i realized; i may or may not get zotted.
i don't think it was all that offensive, nearly just an opinion, but to tell you the truth, i don't know what exactly mertis a zot.
i mean besides the obvious stalking, creepy/offensive over the top remarks...
the drama sucks. the members and girls leaving/getting zotted sucks...
and it seems as though sg has lost two of their best girls.
but all in all, i like the site. i log on everyday to see what people have to say and to see if anyone had anything to say to me, and i enjoy it.
and, seeing as how i only have a week or two left because expenses are tight around here right now - i might as well enjoy the time i have left on here and not screw it up by accident.
*sighs* this is all so strange. i just want it to be sg again...but without hel i don't know if i can quite be the same...
I WANT THIS VIOLIN, DAMMIT!!!!
i have fallen in love. with that violin. i want it so bad i think i'm going to be depressed for a few weeks. i miss my violin more and more each day. i need some freaking strings! i just got myself a bow off of ebay for 15 bucks!! the same bow went on other auctions for as much as 70$$...i'm glad that my little auction i was bidding on was over looked! i've never got a bow that cheap. my last bow was 250$ (thanks mom and dad). mmmm violins. what is wrong with me? that's all i can think/talk/write/dream about it my violin. i think i've been possesed by my deceased piano teacher. i miss her a lot too. i think i just miss music in my life in general.
seeing all these young kids come in and get their first guitars...it makes me remember getting my first instruments...but the one i fell in love with the most was my violin. i used to hate it. i thought it was ugly and had an awful sound to it...but after blowing the dust off it and cleaning it up, it's like i laid eyes on it for the first time - it's so beautiful and i want to play it SO bad. i hate money. it's such a barrier and a burden.
i'm going to get me an electric violin too, for a few reasons, one, so i can practice at 3am....all i gotta do is plug in the head phones and only i will hear it) and two, i've always wanted to play electric as a little girl..so i think it would be a fulfilling experience.
this is awful.
anybody know a place around here that sell strings besides going all the way out to the airport??
to all who have signed my journal from yesterday - my computer is running painfully slow tonight, and i don't feel like dealing with it - so don't worry, i'm not being rude, i'll respond when my computer is being nice! (i always feel rude if i post a new entry without responding to any posts in an old one, know what i mean?)
i have fallen in love. with that violin. i want it so bad i think i'm going to be depressed for a few weeks. i miss my violin more and more each day. i need some freaking strings! i just got myself a bow off of ebay for 15 bucks!! the same bow went on other auctions for as much as 70$$...i'm glad that my little auction i was bidding on was over looked! i've never got a bow that cheap. my last bow was 250$ (thanks mom and dad). mmmm violins. what is wrong with me? that's all i can think/talk/write/dream about it my violin. i think i've been possesed by my deceased piano teacher. i miss her a lot too. i think i just miss music in my life in general.
seeing all these young kids come in and get their first guitars...it makes me remember getting my first instruments...but the one i fell in love with the most was my violin. i used to hate it. i thought it was ugly and had an awful sound to it...but after blowing the dust off it and cleaning it up, it's like i laid eyes on it for the first time - it's so beautiful and i want to play it SO bad. i hate money. it's such a barrier and a burden.
i'm going to get me an electric violin too, for a few reasons, one, so i can practice at 3am....all i gotta do is plug in the head phones and only i will hear it) and two, i've always wanted to play electric as a little girl..so i think it would be a fulfilling experience.
this is awful.
anybody know a place around here that sell strings besides going all the way out to the airport??
to all who have signed my journal from yesterday - my computer is running painfully slow tonight, and i don't feel like dealing with it - so don't worry, i'm not being rude, i'll respond when my computer is being nice! (i always feel rude if i post a new entry without responding to any posts in an old one, know what i mean?)
anybody wanna buy me a set of 4/4 violin strings? my preference is
Thomastik-Infeld Dominant Violin Strings: maybe the chrome ones. purchase away!
i 've been considering just purchasing a whole new violin. there's this sweet one on ebay for 100 bucks...i mean. eh...it only has one fine tuner...but i can deal...it's only a hundred...comes with a sucky bow...but a nice ass case...it has a sweet color....just need to slap some nice thomastik strings on it....
sweet violin #1
even sweeter violin (#2)
purple violin
blue violin
red horse bow hair
blue bow horse hair
so where are the multi-colored bows?
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i must admit, i really don't look at the new sets going up as much anymore. usually i just come on to socialize...but there's just something about Quinne. whenever a new set of hers goes up i just can't help but take a peek. i guess i really should put her on the ol' favs list evenutally.
Thomastik-Infeld Dominant Violin Strings: maybe the chrome ones. purchase away!
i 've been considering just purchasing a whole new violin. there's this sweet one on ebay for 100 bucks...i mean. eh...it only has one fine tuner...but i can deal...it's only a hundred...comes with a sucky bow...but a nice ass case...it has a sweet color....just need to slap some nice thomastik strings on it....
sweet violin #1
even sweeter violin (#2)
purple violin
blue violin
red horse bow hair
blue bow horse hair
so where are the multi-colored bows?
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i must admit, i really don't look at the new sets going up as much anymore. usually i just come on to socialize...but there's just something about Quinne. whenever a new set of hers goes up i just can't help but take a peek. i guess i really should put her on the ol' favs list evenutally.
ok so...i have my pics downloaded into the computer....but they won't upload into sg now...wtf?? man, gimme a break! all this technological, computerized, technological, computer, technical crap!!!
*screams*
i printed out Tinfoilhalo's journal entry to serve me as reading material in my 3 hour eastern thought class tonight... sweet!
and just so everyone knows ---- it translates into 6 full pages...that includes 1 inch margins on the left and right... this better be good.
so who's going to pay for my sg account when it expires in november?
*sings* not mee-eee. it's either college education or sg...i'm so torn.
can't sgpgh put together a compilation album for my benefit??
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can someone explain to me why although i am still living with my parents, i still eat mainly frozen, microwavable meals?
i'm not saying that my mom should get her ass in the kitchen and cook for me all the time - i'm a big girl...i'm just saying....
don't you think living at home with a semi-big family would equal having more food in the house than just lean cuisine crispy crust pizza? i don't have to pay for this shit - there should be tons of food! hahaha...well i guess there is...i'm just not willing to get MY ass in the kitchen and cook all the time.
ho hum. crispy crust breakfast it is.
*screams*
i printed out Tinfoilhalo's journal entry to serve me as reading material in my 3 hour eastern thought class tonight... sweet!
and just so everyone knows ---- it translates into 6 full pages...that includes 1 inch margins on the left and right... this better be good.
so who's going to pay for my sg account when it expires in november?
*sings* not mee-eee. it's either college education or sg...i'm so torn.
can't sgpgh put together a compilation album for my benefit??
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can someone explain to me why although i am still living with my parents, i still eat mainly frozen, microwavable meals?
i'm not saying that my mom should get her ass in the kitchen and cook for me all the time - i'm a big girl...i'm just saying....
don't you think living at home with a semi-big family would equal having more food in the house than just lean cuisine crispy crust pizza? i don't have to pay for this shit - there should be tons of food! hahaha...well i guess there is...i'm just not willing to get MY ass in the kitchen and cook all the time.
ho hum. crispy crust breakfast it is.
well, put away the balloons and party decorations 'til next year, kids. my birthday is officially over...
the septum ring is in place. all systems are go. i'm even blowing my nose just fine. well, not completely like normal, but it's been a lot easier than i thought...i wonder how i'm going to flip this thing up for work...lol
it looks good though. it's petite.
i may need to borrow somebody's computer - my pictures won't download into my comp from my camera....
the septum ring is in place. all systems are go. i'm even blowing my nose just fine. well, not completely like normal, but it's been a lot easier than i thought...i wonder how i'm going to flip this thing up for work...lol
it looks good though. it's petite.
i may need to borrow somebody's computer - my pictures won't download into my comp from my camera....
happy birthday to me....
i got a card for my friend's birthday the one year that said "another year, another beer."
if he got me a similar one, mine would say: "another year, another piercing."
next year however, i've decided it will be a tattoo...i will probably get a tattoo before then, but piercings are the usual...and next year it needs to be something more memorable...
although my treat after the spring semester is going to be my first tattoo...you see, it is this may that i will be able to once again enjoy the fruits of my labor and spend a little hard earned cash because i won't have to pay for school for another 4 months...so i'm going to try to tuck away about 20bucks per paycheck until the summer, thus starting a tattoo fund...
...call me crazy but my first tatt is going to be a bmezine logo of some sort. that community has done a lot for me over the past 5 years....i would venture as far as to say i have some sort of weird emotional attachment to it, which is why today, i am very sad...
i'm sad, you see, because my iam site expired today (on my birthday dammit!!)...and i don't have the freaking 10 dollars it takes to restart my site for another 6mos...i'll get it eventually though.
tonight is piercing in oakland with a friend or two from work, norritt, and quite possibly one or two more people...then some indian food, fo'sho.
i've also decided to hit up this halloween party thing-a-ma-doo...what to wear what to wear...anybody wanna go shopping?
i think all in all i'll have fun today...and for the rest of the year. it's going to be a fun few months, i think. and now it's 1am and time for bed so i can spend the better part of my day in classes drooling on myself and driving my brothers around. hooray for mondays....
UPDATE: I called Hot Rods to get a price on my precious piercing, only to find out that Chris quit back in July! WHAT?! I finally found a piercer that i absolutely loved....he was SO good....and he's gone. Tim is piercing me tonight, i've been pierced by him before, but i bled a lot last time he pierced me....i have confidence in him that he'll do a good job though...but still...
i got a card for my friend's birthday the one year that said "another year, another beer."
if he got me a similar one, mine would say: "another year, another piercing."
next year however, i've decided it will be a tattoo...i will probably get a tattoo before then, but piercings are the usual...and next year it needs to be something more memorable...
although my treat after the spring semester is going to be my first tattoo...you see, it is this may that i will be able to once again enjoy the fruits of my labor and spend a little hard earned cash because i won't have to pay for school for another 4 months...so i'm going to try to tuck away about 20bucks per paycheck until the summer, thus starting a tattoo fund...
...call me crazy but my first tatt is going to be a bmezine logo of some sort. that community has done a lot for me over the past 5 years....i would venture as far as to say i have some sort of weird emotional attachment to it, which is why today, i am very sad...
i'm sad, you see, because my iam site expired today (on my birthday dammit!!)...and i don't have the freaking 10 dollars it takes to restart my site for another 6mos...i'll get it eventually though.
tonight is piercing in oakland with a friend or two from work, norritt, and quite possibly one or two more people...then some indian food, fo'sho.
i've also decided to hit up this halloween party thing-a-ma-doo...what to wear what to wear...anybody wanna go shopping?
i think all in all i'll have fun today...and for the rest of the year. it's going to be a fun few months, i think. and now it's 1am and time for bed so i can spend the better part of my day in classes drooling on myself and driving my brothers around. hooray for mondays....
UPDATE: I called Hot Rods to get a price on my precious piercing, only to find out that Chris quit back in July! WHAT?! I finally found a piercer that i absolutely loved....he was SO good....and he's gone. Tim is piercing me tonight, i've been pierced by him before, but i bled a lot last time he pierced me....i have confidence in him that he'll do a good job though...but still...
