i really do...



but this picture makes me really freakin happy.

this is what i want for christmas. anyone?

i'm dangerously close to a nervous breakdown. i am bipolar and have a major dose of severe depression on the side; with no insurance. which = no meds. eh..
i hate negative blogs/thoughts/days/etc..

i did buy this at a thrift store today though:


so it wasnt all bad.

i'm pretty sure bully is the cutest thing in the world.

i found a white kittycat dying in the snow yesterday and took her in. she needs a home but i cannot keep her. i named her bruce(this was before i knew she had a vagina).
someone give bruce a home..

thanksgiving:


charlie<3

i prefer natural boobs...

so i have this bordering-on-obsession love for water mammals. how could you not?
i.e.:



except for this thing.
this thing.terrifies me.
it was hard for me to even image search them...
im sure theyre very nice creatures though. nothing personal ,river dolphin.


i'm getting married. to this kid.


i kinda like him...

also, im pretty sure im allergic to food. yes. all of it.

this is me forever ago with extra hair. i cropped(very poorly but im at work. best i can do. shush) my mother out incase she didnt want to be associated with hot naked ladies. she probably wouldnt have minded..



g'night lambchops

i'm going to be buying a camera in a few days. i'm looking for something good enough to shoot sets with but not something that costs eight thousand dollars. does this exist?
any suggestions?



i'm not always this messy.

has everyone seen this movie? i hope so...

my uterus hurts