i really do...
but this picture makes me really freakin happy.

this is what i want for christmas. anyone?
i'm dangerously close to a nervous breakdown. i am bipolar and have a major dose of severe depression on the side; with no insurance. which = no meds. eh..
i hate negative blogs/thoughts/days/etc..
i did buy this at a thrift store today though:

so it wasnt all bad.

so i have this bordering-on-obsession love for water mammals. how could you not?
i.e.:












except for this thing.
this thing.terrifies me.
it was hard for me to even image search them...
im sure theyre very nice creatures though. nothing personal ,river dolphin.


i'm getting married. to this kid.




i kinda like him...
also, im pretty sure im allergic to food. yes. all of it.
this is me forever ago with extra hair. i cropped(very poorly but im at work. best i can do. shush) my mother out incase she didnt want to be associated with hot naked ladies. she probably wouldnt have minded..


g'night lambchops
i.e.:






except for this thing.
this thing.terrifies me.
it was hard for me to even image search them...
im sure theyre very nice creatures though. nothing personal ,river dolphin.

i'm getting married. to this kid.


i kinda like him...
also, im pretty sure im allergic to food. yes. all of it.
this is me forever ago with extra hair. i cropped(very poorly but im at work. best i can do. shush) my mother out incase she didnt want to be associated with hot naked ladies. she probably wouldnt have minded..

g'night lambchops
i'm going to be buying a camera in a few days. i'm looking for something good enough to shoot sets with but not something that costs eight thousand dollars. does this exist?
any suggestions?


i'm not always this messy.
any suggestions?

i'm not always this messy.






