I've been feeling quite down recently and I think it all stems from thinking about my own mortality which i think is because as you get older you tend to hear about death more and i'm shocked at how many of the people i grew up with are already dead.
I really want to believe that when we die something happens. I'm not sure what, I just want to have faith in something.
I work in a court building and overheard someone talking about someone else who would "go to hell for what they did" and all I could think about was how the one thing that scares me more than going to hell is going to nothing, to just cease existing and to never be anything for all of the rest of eternity scares me more than an eternity of pain and suffering (in theory anyway)
I hope that even if there isn't a heaven or hell, we (the people who have passed) are able to watch the world and see all of the things which are taken so much for granted
anyway, enough ramblings. doubt anyone will read this but i'd be interested to hear anyones thoughts if you happen to stumble across it.
Peace