Little more then 24 hours. Nervous are al gone, and just left with excitment. Can't wait to pick the girlfriend up tomorrow.

Going to be running around SoCal like crazy, if anyone knows any good fancy resturants up in the Santa Monica area could you help a friend out with places to go try?

Yeah just wanted to say happy birthday my Carrotjuice. Can't wait to see you Saturday and give you your presents.

Next week will be the best week in the history of weeks. School children will be singing songs about it for generations to come, they'll declare it a national holiday, and it will bring world peace. (ok a little over board but i'm excited damnit).

Finally half way through my school semester, I can't believe how much I'm disliking school right now. Never been good at living my life based on what someone else has told me to do, and I think with school I feel like thats what happening. Because you have to take this class and that class to graduate. I like to take the other path when doing things. But then I guess I did get the career experence first and the schooling last.

Weekend is coming up and lots of fun things to do but suppose to have to work. Damn the man and his money.

But it doesn't matter the girlfriend will be here in 9 days and the fun will begin.

The rain fainlly went away. I've got less then four weeks till carrotjuice gets here and can't wait for that.

Keeping myself as busy as I can till then, going out for the Beerfrest tonight with the SGLA gang and hopefully pool Saturday night with SGIE. LOL lets just hope I have some money left for the visit.

Big shout out to Indigoeyes for vouching for me with SGIE. Much appericated.

Hell yeah 5 more week's till my little CarrotJuice gets here. I can't wait to swing her around in the airport and give her a big kiss. That whole week is just going to be a dream come true. God I can't wait.

I'm starting a new chapter in my life right now. I think I'm going to title it, "Beautiful things made from stars".

Just been growing a lot the last month or so and a better understanding of myself. I spent at least 30 minutes a couple times a week meditating clearing my mind. I have to say trying to completely clear your mind isn't easy, but at the same time maybe trying to clear my mind is allowing me to find some of the answers I've been looking for.

On another note only 6 more weeks till the visit. So much fun will be had

Sit back breath and take life in. I just need to slow myself down again, trying to live life to fast. I think I took class that aren't interesting me enough again, so I'm just kind of on cruize control. Which isn't good because they are work intensive classes.

Also getting over a mild stomach thing today, which made me miss a class. Time to get my butt back in gear here.

Things are going good with my little carriot juice and cant wait till her spring break. Going to take it off work and show her a good time.

I wasn't going to do this but I want to :-D

I have myself a new girl friend. She is such a big geek, just like me. The amount of smiling lately has probably been greater then all of the last 6 months. I'm such a lucky geek. I'm sure she'll read this if she wants to point herself I'll let her do that.

I haven't been following much TV lately but caught a couple episodes of Carnval so far and I have to say its one hell a freaky good show... Though I have to admit that Clea Duvall (Sofie) is pretty cute in that Great Depression sort of way. Anyone else seen this show?

Life is a serious of ups and downs. Right now I can feel myself falling. It feels like my creativity is draining out, but its my own fault. I haven't spent enough time working on anything. I have another week of few hours at work so I think I'm going to spend less time on the computer chatting, and more time creating. I feel like programming so I think I'll create something in PHP. I am feeling better just thinking about it.