Hey everyone! First off I hope everything is all well with all you! So lets get right to it! So my name is Jasmine, and I've wanted to be a Suicide Girl since I was 12-13, a little young maybe, but hey it was and still is my dream! I am now 20 soon to be 21, June 16! Now what had me interested in this in the first place was Zui Suicide. I was so into her and Audrey Kitching back in the day, Trashy Life and all that. Woah does it make me laugh trying to be like them! Yet I'd never felt I was pretty enough, thin enough or good enough to be a Suicide Girl. As time went by I got different interest and decided it might not be something for me, so I started letting my dream fade. I always looked and followed these beautiful girls wishing I was one of them. After a while I started to gain weight and sort of let myself go, then when I broke up with this guy I was seeing I wanted to better myself, I worked my ass off and dropped 30 pounds in 6 months, I became a stronger person. That is when I realized, why can't I be a Suicide Girl? in life we all want something we are afraid to go after and what if we can do it, achieve that one desire we hide from the world so we aren't judged, but why care what others think as long as it makes us happy and it is what we want. I am still trying to better myself in all ways possible. I am so happy that I am finally going to get out there and make my dream come true. I want to feel beautiful for the first time in my life and when that day comes that I feel amazing in my own skin I will submit my application.
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ni3nna:
Thank you! I have felt pretty at times, but to feel beautiful forever will be priceless!
patito:
Beauty from the inside out.