Random post.... I'm thinking of taking out my spider bites and getting a monroe again....
I feel like the monroe suited me more.
Though I'm not looking forward to healing again! D:
Here is a pic of me now with spider bites
and a few years ago with a monroe/beauty spot
(photoshop heavy as was the trend back in myspace days)
Also I want a hair restyle but I have no idea what to do... I keep having random cravings to dye my hair dark but every damn time I do it I regret it and kill my hair dying it back blonde and have to cut it short! D:
PS 4 weeks today until I move to Melbourne! Yay!!
I feel like the monroe suited me more.
Though I'm not looking forward to healing again! D:
Here is a pic of me now with spider bites
and a few years ago with a monroe/beauty spot
(photoshop heavy as was the trend back in myspace days)
Also I want a hair restyle but I have no idea what to do... I keep having random cravings to dye my hair dark but every damn time I do it I regret it and kill my hair dying it back blonde and have to cut it short! D:
PS 4 weeks today until I move to Melbourne! Yay!!
5 weeks till I move to Melbourne.
Its taken longer then I thought to pay off some debt and start saving some money but in 5 weeks I should be sorted for moving over.
I was planning on waiting to get my nose job before I went over but I found out my insurance doesn't cover as much as I thought it did so I'm going to wait until next year and fly back to Perth and get it then.
I'm happy because my friend is in Melbourne for the summer and invited me and some others over to his family's farm for christmas
I was considering flying home for it but my family is so boring around Christmas and flights are so expensive.
Also I'll probably be working new years eve wherever I end up getting a job but I don't really mind.
I'm pretty excited. Talking to lots of people lately who are moving over too and want to share an apartment or a house so I'm hoping we can sort it out before Christmas because I'm not sure how long I can couch surf with my friend without being in the way!
Its taken longer then I thought to pay off some debt and start saving some money but in 5 weeks I should be sorted for moving over.
I was planning on waiting to get my nose job before I went over but I found out my insurance doesn't cover as much as I thought it did so I'm going to wait until next year and fly back to Perth and get it then.
I'm happy because my friend is in Melbourne for the summer and invited me and some others over to his family's farm for christmas
I was considering flying home for it but my family is so boring around Christmas and flights are so expensive.Also I'll probably be working new years eve wherever I end up getting a job but I don't really mind.
I'm pretty excited. Talking to lots of people lately who are moving over too and want to share an apartment or a house so I'm hoping we can sort it out before Christmas because I'm not sure how long I can couch surf with my friend without being in the way!
Urgh, I need to get out of Perth.
It is like this big black hole of depression.
Since I came back I've got worse and worse. I need to hurry up and earn my money to pay back everyone I owe and get the fuck out of here!
>_<
Just needed to vent seeing as I don't even seem to have any real friends left here to talk to. Or at least any friends that want to talk about anything more then what/who they did on the weekend.
It is like this big black hole of depression.
Since I came back I've got worse and worse. I need to hurry up and earn my money to pay back everyone I owe and get the fuck out of here!
>_<
Just needed to vent seeing as I don't even seem to have any real friends left here to talk to. Or at least any friends that want to talk about anything more then what/who they did on the weekend.
Well the set got rejected from even being put in MR!
I'm so angry right now.
I know the set wasn't the best in the world but I thought it should have at least been given a shot in MR! I've seen FAR worse sets in there!
I spent hours and hours editing those pictures and all I get in return is a general message where they just put in my set name instead of the ___!
They could at least tell me why it was rejected! I put so much effort in to the set and they can't even type me my own reply message.
This is really making me question Suicide girls. I waited weeks after submitting my set and get nothing out of it but more questions that won't be answered.
Maybe its just not meant to be. I was going to try many more sets after this but now I doubt I will bother.
I'm so angry right now.
I know the set wasn't the best in the world but I thought it should have at least been given a shot in MR! I've seen FAR worse sets in there!
I spent hours and hours editing those pictures and all I get in return is a general message where they just put in my set name instead of the ___!
They could at least tell me why it was rejected! I put so much effort in to the set and they can't even type me my own reply message.
This is really making me question Suicide girls. I waited weeks after submitting my set and get nothing out of it but more questions that won't be answered.
Maybe its just not meant to be. I was going to try many more sets after this but now I doubt I will bother.
Back home.
Pretty sad, I miss the other side of the world already! 3 months and it feels like just yesterday I was here, nothing has changed at all, no one has changed. Same old boring old Perth.
Have a week of bumming around then going to work again. I was going to be a bartender again but I'm so in debt so I'm going to risk going back to work stripping... I'm going to have to tell my brother now that he is working at a club near by and will probably find out! Don't want him coming in and seeing me D:
I had a good time in the last few weeks away seeing my family in Ireland and visiting Hong Kong
Now to pay back my debts and move over to Melbourne!
I think in my last blog I was still talking about maybe moving to Berlin... well I realised I cant get a job without knowing how to speak German so I'll start lessons as soon as I move over Also starting pole dancing lessons and probably another fashion course.
Photoshopping the set I did in London! Hopefully I can get it done this week while I'm not working
After shooting the set I was hanging out at the club having a drink with Secretary and Laurenzombie when a security guard came over and handed me my bra! I'd left it behind the DJ booth! We thought it was pretty funny
Pretty sad, I miss the other side of the world already! 3 months and it feels like just yesterday I was here, nothing has changed at all, no one has changed. Same old boring old Perth.
Have a week of bumming around then going to work again. I was going to be a bartender again but I'm so in debt so I'm going to risk going back to work stripping... I'm going to have to tell my brother now that he is working at a club near by and will probably find out! Don't want him coming in and seeing me D:
I had a good time in the last few weeks away seeing my family in Ireland and visiting Hong Kong
Now to pay back my debts and move over to Melbourne!
I think in my last blog I was still talking about maybe moving to Berlin... well I realised I cant get a job without knowing how to speak German so I'll start lessons as soon as I move over
Also starting pole dancing lessons and probably another fashion course. Photoshopping the set I did in London! Hopefully I can get it done this week while I'm not working
After shooting the set I was hanging out at the club having a drink with Secretary and Laurenzombie when a security guard came over and handed me my bra! I'd left it behind the DJ booth! We thought it was pretty funny
Well another update for everyone who has been paying attention to my misadventures over here!
Turns out everything does happen for a reason! The 'Strip club' I was supposed to work out that lost all my details is apparently filthy! From what I've been hearing most of the girls are prostitutes and you only get work for 'sit downs' where the customer gropes and kisses you for an hour and if you're in VIP apparently more happens too. Not that I have anything against people who work in prostitution but I'm a dancer and if I did work there I would have earned no money because I wouldnt have let that kinda stuff happen.
Next week I'm flying to Ireland to spend the weekend with my family then I'm going back home.
I was hoping on going to Berlin but I dont know any German and dont have the funds to go there and job hunt for a few more weeks.... so I'm going back to Perth for a while then moving to Melbourne
I've always loved Melbourne and a lot of my friends have moved over there so I'm so excited to go there Also I can work as much as I like without the worry of my family coming in
I'm still going to study German and Japanese while I'm there and hopefully move over to Berlin in a year or 2 And I want to go back to Japan.... I miss it so much!
So its almost the end of the Europe times but thats ok, I will do this again! But next time I'll be older and wiser and much better funded ^_^ I'm not going anywhere unless I have at least double what I brought this time!
PS. There WILL be a SG shoot before I leave! I'm determined! And I am also looking in to doing another set when I get to Melbourne ^_^ I might even shoot my own when I get home.... I miss photography! I havent had my SLR this whole time!
Turns out everything does happen for a reason! The 'Strip club' I was supposed to work out that lost all my details is apparently filthy! From what I've been hearing most of the girls are prostitutes and you only get work for 'sit downs' where the customer gropes and kisses you for an hour and if you're in VIP apparently more happens too. Not that I have anything against people who work in prostitution but I'm a dancer and if I did work there I would have earned no money because I wouldnt have let that kinda stuff happen.
Next week I'm flying to Ireland to spend the weekend with my family then I'm going back home.
I was hoping on going to Berlin but I dont know any German and dont have the funds to go there and job hunt for a few more weeks.... so I'm going back to Perth for a while then moving to Melbourne
I've always loved Melbourne and a lot of my friends have moved over there so I'm so excited to go there
Also I can work as much as I like without the worry of my family coming in I'm still going to study German and Japanese while I'm there and hopefully move over to Berlin in a year or 2
And I want to go back to Japan.... I miss it so much! So its almost the end of the Europe times but thats ok, I will do this again! But next time I'll be older and wiser and much better funded ^_^ I'm not going anywhere unless I have at least double what I brought this time!
PS. There WILL be a SG shoot before I leave! I'm determined! And I am also looking in to doing another set when I get to Melbourne ^_^ I might even shoot my own when I get home.... I miss photography! I havent had my SLR this whole time!
Fail.
I had 2 job trials this weekend and both fucked up. The first one was at a strip club where I auditioned and they took a picture of me, scanned my passport and I filled out all these forms then when I went in they said they had no records at all of me anywhere!!! WHAT THE FUCK?
Then today I auditioned as a dancer at cyberdog (met elf) and they reejcted me too because I'm not a 'trained' dancer.
FUCK!
I actually have NO money left! I've been using a credit card for months now its almost all gone and I dont have a job and cant afford to stay at this place any longer... so I have 2 weeks left here then nothing.
I think I'm going to go back to Berlin.
I loved it there even though I only went for 3 days.
I really believe everything happens for a reason and I thought London was where I should be but since I've been here nothing good has really happened at all... the only fun I've had was at global gathering. Its just not meant to be I think.
*sigh*
Now to spend the last of my credit card on a flight to Germany and hope for the best I think D:
Or I'm thinking of going back to Australia... not Perth but to Melbourne... I have friends there and I know I can get work coz stripping is HUGE over there. Its the safe boring option but maybe I should take it.
I guess this whole bailing on home running around the world thing is harder then it looks especially when you're a broke 19yr old who no one seems to want to hire.
I had 2 job trials this weekend and both fucked up. The first one was at a strip club where I auditioned and they took a picture of me, scanned my passport and I filled out all these forms then when I went in they said they had no records at all of me anywhere!!! WHAT THE FUCK?
Then today I auditioned as a dancer at cyberdog (met elf
) and they reejcted me too because I'm not a 'trained' dancer.FUCK!
I actually have NO money left! I've been using a credit card for months now its almost all gone and I dont have a job and cant afford to stay at this place any longer... so I have 2 weeks left here then nothing.
I think I'm going to go back to Berlin.
I loved it there even though I only went for 3 days.
I really believe everything happens for a reason and I thought London was where I should be but since I've been here nothing good has really happened at all... the only fun I've had was at global gathering. Its just not meant to be I think.
*sigh*
Now to spend the last of my credit card on a flight to Germany and hope for the best I think D:
Or I'm thinking of going back to Australia... not Perth but to Melbourne... I have friends there and I know I can get work coz stripping is HUGE over there. Its the safe boring option but maybe I should take it.
I guess this whole bailing on home running around the world thing is harder then it looks especially when you're a broke 19yr old who no one seems to want to hire.
