Today is the 3 year anniversary of Adam and I talking! We met on this site! Yay for SG! We've had our ups and downs, but I can easily say that I love him very much and am glad I took the plunge and joined SG, otherwise we would have never met.

I'm a little less depressed atm, I'm trying to be positive. I had a hard week, I cut a few times, and was close to suicide once, but with Adam's help and talking myself out of it, i'm still here. So YAY again. I hate having mental problems, it makes dealing with things so much harder.

My mum is out of hospital, another yay. I hate being so far away from her. But it's my life now. Hopefully I can visit soonish.

I had the Mental Health team from the Queen Liz hospital come and do an assesment on me. They want me to see a psychologyst and a psychiatrist. Blah. But I need help, I know that. I had an appointment with the podiatrist yesterday and lucky for me I have full sensation in my feet. She also told me to go out and buy new shoes, so I did I LOVE SHOES. I then had an appointment today with the dietian. I have a few things to change, mainly eatting 3 regular meals.

I had to change host's for my website, and argh, so much stress. I have to re-upload all the images in the gallery, and I had to start a new forum up. I hadn't backed up the old one. But it's all up and running again. I can't believe how successful the site has been!

Some pictures from my camera phone