Well, looks like someone paid for another 3 months for me. Don't know who. Lets see whats new and whats still the same.

Well, its been a nice long time since I updated my profile on here. Since my last post, I got to put a whole 50 miles on my motorcycle until it died. It been in the shop ever since. I've both gained and lost a girlfriend. I got fired and started a new job. And I'm made some new friends which is always good.

I'm definitely getting tired of the single life, and my brief taste at a relationship just made me regret the lack all the more. I'm really getting annoyed at the lack of a motorcycle. I've been waiting years to get one, and then the one I get dies.

Meh, c'est les vie.

I need to find more friends to hang out with. Yeah, I should get on that.

YAY!! Both me and my bike are all street legal now. Now for the rain to let up so i can acctually ride. I need to get out and ride so i can get used to the highway to take the bike to work and save some major dinero.

Also, May 25th, my friends and I are having a big party for no real reason. C'mon out and join us.

OK, I think I've decided that I'm going to become a Buddhist monk. I'm tired of being single and celibate and not getting anything in return. If I become a Buddhist monk, then at least I get to learn some cool martial arts. Any thoughts?

Wow, long time no talkie. So I got a new job at the begining of the year, and have been drudgeing through the boredom. When I started the job my roommate and I started joking about how i should offer the site for SG photoshoots. Well last nigh I did it. Fastboyent and one of his friends came out and did some shots. He still has some great ideas for my site, but he needs more models. Rumor has it that Brixton might even be involved.

In a couple more weeks I'll finally have my motorcycle license. Then I'll be able to save some gas money and drive my bike to work everyday.

Well, Friday I will be out of a job. I'm supposed to go in Wednesday for an interview at my probable new post, so hopefully it goes well. I'm prolly going to lose my weekends off, and work later, which really kinda sucks. But I need the paycheck, so what am I going to do?

X-mas went great. I got a motorcycle. I've been wanting to get one for years, and now I finally have one. Hooray for me! Now to get my licence, get tags, and then I can truly enjoy it.

My next two life goals are to get a tattoo finally, and to get hired by a local police force. Wish me luck.

(edit Well I got the new job, pays more, i work a half hour later than I do now, and I lose my weekends and get thursday and fridays off instead.

Man, time for the suxxors!

Well it looks like I'll be out of a job at the end of the month. The company that I'm doing security for is goingto drop my companies contract and hire their own security force, which means I'll be taking my walkin shoes somewhere else. Hopefully my slow ass company doesn't take too long finding me a new posting. Please God/gods/goddesses/what have you let me not go too long without a job, i have bills to pay.

So I'm having a birthday party on December 23rd. I'm really excited cause it will be my first birthday party in my new apartment, so I can acctually have the party I want to have. Wish me luck that all goes well.

So I'm currently going on 4 years since I've been in anything resembeling a relationship. I've spent the last 4 years chasing after one will-o-the-wisp of a girl after another, only to be continually stuck in the friend zone. Why do girls insist on sticking people in there. I know that not every girl i meet is going to be a compatible match for me, and I know that I'm a great friend (I've been told so about 20 time in the last couple of years), but I mean come on! I don't know what I'm doing wrong, or if its even me thats doing something wrong.

Over the last year or so, i've been slowly falling into a greater and greater depression (not the suicidal type, just a prolonged funk). This last 3 months since I've moved into my own apartment, I've been rejected by at least one prospective girl a weekend. I acctually managed to get rejected 4 times in one weekend last week. The worst though was the first weekend.

My first weekend in the apartment, I invited over a girl I've been talking to for almost 5 years online. We've developed a very close relationship (at one point she even wanted me to take her virginity [didn't end up working out that way, which was polly a good thing]), and she was living fairly close to me, so I wanted to see how things would turn out between us. Not only did she "not feel a spark and just wanted to be friends," she had called my roommate (who she's known for about 8 years) to ask him how to tell me. Took her 2 weeks to tell me herself. And about half a week after that i found out that she and my roommate realized that they were still atracted to eachother.

My roomie and i talked about it and he decided that he was n't ging to go after her because he didnt' want to ruin their or our friendships, but it still doesn't do me any good. So damn near every weekend since then i've tried to move on, i've tried to find other oportunities, but so far, strike after strike.

Sorry for the long rant, but the last couple of weeks have been scarily depressing and i had to vent somewhere, and this is the only place i can do so with out having my friends hear it again.

Well its been several months since I've updated my page and alot has changed. I've got a new job, and a new apartment. Finally out from under my parents watchful eyes. I'm now working in downtown Kansas City, doing security at the 1201 Walnut building. Since i got the new job, and am making more money, I decided that 23 was WAY to old to still be living at home. My cousin and I decided to get an apartment together and are loving it. The next task on my list of life goals, I need a girlfriend. Its going on 4 years since I've had any sort of relationship with someone, and I'm in need of a new person in my life.