What is life?
Dream.
Dream.
Do we truly distinguish reality from dream?
Is not the experience of dreaming
reality?
Life is brief,
are we to believe that all of existence consists of mass and energy
are we to believe in nothing else?
Existence slaps the fuck out of us.
We spark
we smolder
and we are exstinguished.
Such is life
all life
but a moment.
What lies within the moment?
All of time and existence is sequential moments
when memory is released
through rot and decay
the moment remains
embeded in the fabric of time
remembered if not by the dreamer
then by the historian
if not be the historian
than by life itself
for no matter however insignificant a step
or breath may seem
existence is not divided truly into individual systems
and all life affects/effects all other life
to the molecule
to the atom
life
live
dream
die
remember.
I am sorry I could not hold you as you passed. And I will never hold you again. I am sorry. Forgive me.
Dream.
Dream.
Do we truly distinguish reality from dream?
Is not the experience of dreaming
reality?
Life is brief,
are we to believe that all of existence consists of mass and energy
are we to believe in nothing else?
Existence slaps the fuck out of us.
We spark
we smolder
and we are exstinguished.
Such is life
all life
but a moment.
What lies within the moment?
All of time and existence is sequential moments
when memory is released
through rot and decay
the moment remains
embeded in the fabric of time
remembered if not by the dreamer
then by the historian
if not be the historian
than by life itself
for no matter however insignificant a step
or breath may seem
existence is not divided truly into individual systems
and all life affects/effects all other life
to the molecule
to the atom
life
live
dream
die
remember.
I am sorry I could not hold you as you passed. And I will never hold you again. I am sorry. Forgive me.
So ends my birthday evening. Last night is when all the fun happened! I got though all twenty-one shots (actually 19 and 2 beers). Tonight, because of last night, I took it easy. Was fun, but I do not feel any different. Going to the Taj on Friday, A.C. should be awesome. Time to blow more money! Blackjack tables here I come...
Who loves the sun?
Ba ba ba ba...
Not everyone...
Who loves the sun?
Not me. Sometimes I honestly wish I did not exist. I am not sure why. It is sort of "It's a Wonderful Life" kind of thing, I just want to see what life would be like if I didn't fuck up everyone elses existence, and my own.
Ba ba ba ba...
Not everyone...
Who loves the sun?
Not me. Sometimes I honestly wish I did not exist. I am not sure why. It is sort of "It's a Wonderful Life" kind of thing, I just want to see what life would be like if I didn't fuck up everyone elses existence, and my own.
I returned from Montreal yestereve. Wish I still there. Was there from Wenesday. Thursday I saw Rufus Wainwright; Friday Scarface at the Park Plaza Theatre; Saturday Elephant.. Rufus Weinwright was in the Plaza and saw the same movie; we said hi and that the show was great. Such were the exciting events. First Journal since I joined, this is for the pesky Sinn 
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